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-Excuse me, good morning.

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Good morning. How are you?

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CANELA

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A Film by Cecilia Del Valle

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MORENA
GIFTS - HABERDASHERY

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-I'll give you some color, Cane.

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-Oh, well.

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No problem, as long as it shrinks my tummy.

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-Let's see, let's give it some color.

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-Thanks.
-Let's remove the black color.

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-Right, a lot of black.

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Black is the only thing that disguises it.

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-But that was before, remember?

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-Let's see.

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-I don't know, what do you think?

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-I like it better.

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-Yeah, really.

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-Hold on, let me.

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-Ow, if you roll it up.

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-Only if you want to.

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-OK, I love it. Yes, it's Okay.

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-Depend on your sense of style.

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-As long as I don't look like
a construction worker there is no trouble.

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-I'll never forget
the first time you entered.

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-And I always wore some miniskirts up here.

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-You looked hot.

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-I was a bit of a fluff.
I was very skinny.

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That's the thing.
I could wear the mini-skirt then.

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-How cute. I love it, you know?

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-Hey, dad. Barbi sent a message saying
she has arrived to Barcelona.

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Says it is at Barbi’s floor...

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-Aha.

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-...a friend's.

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-That’s freezing there.

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And when she buys a cell phone,
she’ll communicate by phone.

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And sends you a hug and says she loves
us all.

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-Oh, well. She’ll do well.

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She’ll be happy.

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-How are you? Good morning.

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We're starting The Sounds of Silence from
the morning.

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It's a sunny day. A splendid day.

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Very nice.

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I'd like to say hello to
all the people from Rosario.

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Rosario is awaking.
The day has already started.

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And we have a great day.

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We have a lot of things for today.

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We have the people's proposals...

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-How are you? Good morning.

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-Have to ask the inspectors how
to do the contract...

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...for when we bring the material.

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Because going to Entre Ríos
is complicated.

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-How long ago did you start taking
hormones?

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-Just a year ago.

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-Just a year?

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-Yes, I started as a grown-up.

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-I also started as a grown-up
around 4 years ago.

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-Great.

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-When they started giving gender-change
hormones here at CEMAR.

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I came, and I became
one of the first guinea pigs.

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-Do you feel all right?

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-Yes, I do.
It’s the appearance I was looking for.

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-Did you notice it changed the way
you feel?

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Although I started later and besides
I’m older than you.

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I notice changes in my mood...

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...aside from the physical ones.
I feel very comfortable.

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I like that change.

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-Yes. You may have to
go regulating the hormones.

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Is not the same for everyone.

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If I take one a week
as they tell me so...

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...I would weep over ads or cartoons.

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-Canela Grandi.

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-How are you, Doctor?

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-How are you?
-Fine.

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-Excuse me.

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When are my hips going to widen
and all that?

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Or is that not going to happen?

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-As in all, it depends.

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There are some effects
that are related the beginning age...

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...of the hormone treatment.

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-Sure.

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-If you start at an adult age...

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...when your body is already
developed in a certain way...

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...the possibility of modifying that
is much more complex.

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Some things are achieved
and some others not.

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-Well, for example,
the breasts part is noticing.

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That makes me thrilled.
I feel well.

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But elsewhere I do not notice
many differences.

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-No, because the breasts...

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The mammary gland is a tissue
that responds to estrogen.

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When you start taking estrogen
in your body to feminize yourself...

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...the mammary gland wakes up
after so many years of being asleep...

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...and begin to grow,
to develop.

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-At my age, is it possible to think about
a gender reassignment surgery?

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I don’t
know what it’s called. Vaginal?

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-The other day a 54-year-old girl had
that surgery.

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-Aha...

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-How old are you?

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-Fifty-eight.

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-There’s not much difference.

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It depends on the physical
condition of the person.

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How healthy it is
because it is a major surgery...

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...a surgery that weakens the one who is
subjected to that surgery.

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-Sure.

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-So, that person has to be very strong to
be well.

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It’s long surgery by itself.

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-Sometimes you have to transfuse a person
because it loses a lot of blood.

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After that, remain five days
at the hospital...

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...with a series of things, catheter,
probes, lineage.

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Everything that comprises
a surgery of this magnitude.

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And after that, at home
continues with a post-op...

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...where you have to do
a lot of rest.

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Eat well.

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Sleep properly.

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If there has been no
complication...

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...spend at least 40 or 60 days...

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...before getting back to work.

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Consider you need
some money or  maybe live with the family.

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Someone has to help you.

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They have to make food for you...

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...until you can
manage on your own.

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-Basically we would say
the main raw material is space.

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As Wright would say...

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...'The truth of architecture lies in the
interior space,...

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...not in the walls that
enclose it'.

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So that is real.

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And from that point of view,...

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...it is very healthy and very deep...

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...not to think of a bedroom
but in a place to sleep.

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That teaching originates
organic architecture...

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...if you look at the variety...

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...conceptual, spatial, stylistic,
constructive...

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...of Wright's work...

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...you see many ways to make places
and make very diverse architecture.

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And I think that's what's good.

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Also, I
always thought...

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...at the time of
concreting...

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...one has to concretize an architectural
place...

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...and there is no doubt about it.

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There is an architectural plant...

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-It has to be real.

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-At a certain moment...

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...if I give it to a bricklayer...

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...of course it's still a blueprint, right?

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But if this becomes a project and I give
it to a construction company...

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...they have to build it.

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-Right.

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-Besides, I have a lot of experience in
construction...

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My grandfather has a
company since...

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1925.

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Thus, it's very interesting the
reasonability of projects.

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-Look for them well...

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-They must be around here...

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-How are you?
Everything alright?

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I brought the machine, you know?
Did you get the material?

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-Still nothing.

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-Don’t worry. We’ll revoke all
so we can paint better.

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-Well, okay.
-It’s quicker to revoke.

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-Okay, I’ll call the lady to see if the
material comes.

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If it will not come I'll try to
bring you something with the truck.

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Elena.

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Forgive me for bothering you
at work.

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But the material has not arrived
yet.

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We are a little worried.

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Oh, what a shame.

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Sure.

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Oh, okay.

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Do you think they will lend me a basket?
To load the truck?

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-No.
-They won’t even listen to me.

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-They have in big sacks.
-Yes, they do.

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-And the van can’t support that...
-We will jab all.

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-...more than a thousand kilos.
-We'll leave it ready for tomorrow.

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-Sure.

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I can bring cement.
-But what do we do with the cement...

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-...if we don't have the sand?
-Unless I buy you bags...

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...but they are too expensive here.

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I can buy small bags but...
-It's no use.

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-Right...
I can buy you four bags.

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I have no more money.

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-It's useless.

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-That's why I'm saying.

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It's going to have to be tomorrow, then.

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-Is this up to the balcony or the tip?
How far are you going to mince?

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-Actually, this would have to
be entirely done.

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The balcony should not have humidity.

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But Angel took the whole measure.

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-We have to do everything.

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-Right.
Go on!

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-Okay.

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-That's mad.

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-Do you remember that we met at the gas
station one day?

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-You told me you were seeing another boy.

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-I had been seeing another boy.

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In the end, we came back together.
-Good, I'm glad.

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-The first fool that comes
I'm going away.

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And there he was.

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-The one with the bike.

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-And I went the hell away.

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-It was on that date... In summer.
-It was in January.

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-And this one also, 2 years, but I do not
know what happened.

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-You did not live together.
-No.

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-When you do, you get to know each other.
-Totally.

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-All the madness.
-It's a whole different thing.

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He lives 2 blocks and a half apart.
But this is a bachelor.

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His mom this, and his mom that...

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I don't care. I don't want him at
my house to disturb me either.

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But leaving like that I don't get it.

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-Drink mate?
-Yes, thank you very much.

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Look, I wanted to talk to you.

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The truth is that I have a problem.
I do not know if it is a problem.

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I'm thinking of having
the surgery.

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-Great, then.

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-But I have a few fears.

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On the one hand the age...

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-I don't think that's an issue.

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You're going to have surgery
and no one will see it.

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It's not like you're going around
showing your vagina.

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Your children will not see you.
They have already accepted you.

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It is an internal change.

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It's only for you.

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-Right.
-And it will only please you.

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You have to think if it is good for you.

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-Well, I have many doubts.

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You have friends who have had
the surgery done.

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-Yes, that’s the thing...
-Thank you, very kind.

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-I’m in a group that’s called Mujeres Trans
Argentina...

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...and each one is clearing up
their doubts.

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For example, I thought
it was a castration.

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I thought you felt no more.

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But I talked to girls
who have had the surgery...

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...and they do feel pleasure.

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-How well.

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So they have a normal fully sex life.

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-Yes, they do.

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-How nice.

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They're younger than me.

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-Yes, the ones I know are younger girls.

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-We are older.

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We began older.

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-I am older.

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Yes, we did.

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-It’s a matter of at least
going to consult...

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...and clearing up any doubts...

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...about the time of rest, prior analyzes
to the surgery.

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-Did they ask you for psychological
tests apart from the physical-clinical?

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-When it is by social work yes they do.

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They ask for a psychological test and a
hormonal one.

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To see how long you've been taking
hormones.

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-It's going to be 2 years just now.

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-Okay.

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-That's why I have such a dude face.

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I will retire before being a woman.

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-Oh, well.
-Outrageous, God.

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Oh, look, let me show you.

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I have my new ID.

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-Really?
-Yes.

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-Here it is.

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This is it? No.

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-That is a dude.

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-You are a mean person.

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-You held his ID.

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-I have the other one. Do you want to
see it?

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-No, I thought it was from some husband.

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-It was me.

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-Look how cute.

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-How cute, well. Now you have to see this.

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-Canela, Canela? Canela, Canela.

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Oh, look...

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I have no picture.

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I have myself on
Facebook.

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I added as myself.

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I've added as my brother.

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There are all
the old photos.

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-Me too.

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Once someone asked
and I said that was my brother.

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-How much is it?
-50.

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-Very kind. Here you are.

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-You should go out.
You don't, right?

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-I'd like to go out, I'm kinda...

00:25:13.840 --> 00:25:16.040
...depressed about my mom...

00:25:16.720 --> 00:25:18.120
...and I'm too old.

00:25:18.360 --> 00:25:20.080
-But to distract yourself.

00:25:20.080 --> 00:25:22.160
You can't be there all day...
-No, I'm needing that.

00:25:22.160 --> 00:25:24.360
-... concerned about your home because
it's bad for you.

00:25:24.800 --> 00:25:28.000
-I would love we went out.

00:25:28.000 --> 00:25:30.200
If you want to go with your partner...

00:25:30.400 --> 00:25:35.520
...I can go alone or with my friend.

00:25:36.480 --> 00:25:37.840
-Yes, it would be nice.

00:25:55.040 --> 00:25:56.240
-How are you doing?

00:25:56.280 --> 00:25:57.280
-Fine, you?

00:25:57.800 --> 00:25:58.800
-Well, and you?

00:25:59.240 --> 00:26:01.240
-How beautiful its looks.

00:26:01.480 --> 00:26:04.800
-We already made progress inside,
too. We have painted inside.

00:26:04.800 --> 00:26:06.800
-Oh, yeah... That’s nice.

00:26:06.800 --> 00:26:08.840
-We’re building the gearbox, it’s firm.

00:26:08.840 --> 00:26:10.120
I’m making the hood.

00:26:10.400 --> 00:26:12.240
-It had many bumps...

00:26:12.240 --> 00:26:14.920
-You were right, it’s got the words
engraved.

00:26:14.960 --> 00:26:16.680
-Did you see it has the words?

00:26:16.680 --> 00:26:17.840
-So we can paint it.

00:26:18.080 --> 00:26:20.440
-You do that and you then let me know.

00:26:20.560 --> 00:26:23.520
-If an ordinary car lasts, this one lasts
twice as long.

00:26:23.520 --> 00:26:24.960
The lock that has and all that.

00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:26.000
-Sure.

00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:27.920
You’ll never have to do
anything to it again.

00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:30.600
-Besides, the engine is very resilient.

00:26:30.760 --> 00:26:32.760
It’s got a Chevrolet engine...

00:26:32.760 --> 00:26:33.840
-A 230 engine.

00:26:33.880 --> 00:26:37.760
-I really I don’t know
if is the 230 or 236...

00:26:38.520 --> 00:26:40.280
...because it's the previous one to...

00:26:40.280 --> 00:26:41.920
-Well…
-I think...

00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:46.240
-There is a 250, but this is a Chevy...

00:26:46.240 --> 00:26:48.160
-Right.
I believe that it...

00:26:48.160 --> 00:26:52.200
...is the original Apache
that was called 236.

00:26:52.200 --> 00:26:54.320
-This is the original,
so it should be a 236.

00:26:54.360 --> 00:26:55.360
-Right.

00:26:55.480 --> 00:26:57.000
-Yesterday I went to upholsterer.

00:26:57.080 --> 00:26:58.520
-Let me know about that, also.

00:26:58.520 --> 00:27:00.720
-He’ll have it done
next Tuesday.

00:27:00.920 --> 00:27:02.600
So by Wednesday it’s done.

00:27:02.760 --> 00:27:04.760
-If we are doing such a job...

00:27:05.320 --> 00:27:07.120
...we are not
going to stay halfway.

00:27:07.120 --> 00:27:08.120
-No…

00:27:08.760 --> 00:27:09.840
It's done.

00:27:09.840 --> 00:27:12.320
In for a penny, in for a pound.

00:27:14.280 --> 00:27:15.640
-This is delicious!

00:27:15.640 --> 00:27:16.960
-What is that?
You like this.

00:27:16.960 --> 00:27:20.240
-That's Finland with chives.
I's good, delicious.

00:27:20.240 --> 00:27:21.240
Try it.

00:27:21.840 --> 00:27:23.120
There are two films.

00:27:23.120 --> 00:27:26.120
You tell me which one you like best to
watch.

00:27:26.280 --> 00:27:29.120
-Flavia did well.
-The two are very interesting.

00:27:29.480 --> 00:27:30.480
-This one.

00:27:30.640 --> 00:27:34.160
-There is a very good scene
in Victor-Victoria...

00:27:34.160 --> 00:27:37.440
...that Robert Preston
plays a gay gentleman...

00:27:37.440 --> 00:27:39.040
...who is drag queen.

00:27:40.600 --> 00:27:42.240
A shallow woman...

00:27:42.240 --> 00:27:45.080
-Is this him?
-Yes, that's Robert Preston.

00:27:45.080 --> 00:27:47.400
He worked with Gary Cooper,
with Ray Milland.

00:27:47.400 --> 00:27:49.600
A guy from the early stage of the cinema.

00:27:49.600 --> 00:27:51.560
I mean, even worked...
-A tough man?

00:27:51.560 --> 00:27:55.160
-Well... it was kind of like that.
-Aha, actually...

00:27:56.760 --> 00:27:59.680
-In this case
a very shallow woman...

00:27:59.680 --> 00:28:01.960
...is like the mistress of the gangster...

00:28:01.960 --> 00:28:05.040
...James Gardner plays a gangster in the
1930s...

00:28:05.440 --> 00:28:11.560
...tells him: 'What a shame
a man as cute as you is gay...

00:28:11.800 --> 00:28:15.480
...If I'd take you to the bedroom,
I'll transform you right away.'

00:28:15.480 --> 00:28:16.640
Says the woman.

00:28:16.640 --> 00:28:18.600
And Robert Preston says to her:
'Me too.'

00:28:32.520 --> 00:28:35.320
-There he goes by ferry to London.

00:28:36.760 --> 00:28:37.760
And, well...

00:28:38.200 --> 00:28:40.240
-Oh, this is Ireland?

00:28:40.320 --> 00:28:41.840
-Right, they are from Ireland.

00:28:41.840 --> 00:28:44.000
-Oh, they are of the group
of the guerrillas.

00:28:44.080 --> 00:28:45.080
-So it is...

00:28:46.760 --> 00:28:50.240
-Then he goes to work
in the construction.

00:28:54.400 --> 00:28:56.800
-A very nice woman.
-Yes, totally.

00:28:56.800 --> 00:28:59.040
Besides, he falls deeply in love.

00:29:00.560 --> 00:29:02.440
-This is outrageous.
I want to see his reaction.

00:29:02.560 --> 00:29:05.000
-Not nicely.
-Don’t spoil it.

00:29:08.360 --> 00:29:10.360
-She believed that he knew.

00:29:10.560 --> 00:29:12.880
But... that did not say anything because
he was a gentleman.

00:29:12.880 --> 00:29:17.680
-Oh, of course...
-For a matter of chivalry and good manners.

00:29:18.200 --> 00:29:21.640
-But, actually, he did not know.
-Amazing.

00:29:22.040 --> 00:29:26.760
-I remember when I watched it
at the premiere...

00:29:26.760 --> 00:29:29.480
...I couldn't watch the ending
because I fell asleep.

00:29:31.720 --> 00:29:34.400
So I never found out what the plot was.

00:29:34.400 --> 00:29:36.600
I watched it many years after.

00:29:36.600 --> 00:29:38.960
-You didn't...
-At no time I realized.

00:29:38.960 --> 00:29:40.960
I always thought it was a girl.

00:29:42.600 --> 00:29:43.640
I felt asleep.

00:29:43.640 --> 00:29:45.160
-Oh, so you didn't get to watch the
scene?

00:29:45.160 --> 00:29:46.880
-No! I never watched it.

00:29:47.080 --> 00:29:49.880
-No way.
What a message from the universe...

00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:51.720
...that in 1992 you felt asleep.

00:29:51.720 --> 00:29:54.240
-At that time I worked a lot.

00:29:54.240 --> 00:29:56.960
-You did not get to watch the
crucial scene.

00:29:56.960 --> 00:29:58.040
-No, I did not.

00:29:59.040 --> 00:30:00.440
I didn't understand a thing.

00:30:00.440 --> 00:30:02.760
I didn't get the point of the movie.
-Right.

00:30:02.800 --> 00:30:04.560
-It has a soldier that die...

00:30:04.560 --> 00:30:06.120
...and was looking for his girlfriend.

00:30:06.120 --> 00:30:07.640
I don't know.
I falled asleep.

00:30:08.240 --> 00:30:12.360
We're starting The Sounds of Silence from
the morning.

00:30:12.640 --> 00:30:16.040
We started with a bit of cold
and we're finishing with heat.

00:30:16.200 --> 00:30:17.680
We're great.

00:30:17.920 --> 00:30:20.280
We have a song requested.

00:30:20.760 --> 00:30:23.160
Let's see if more people join
us.

00:30:23.280 --> 00:30:26.520
I saw you dancing by Yaki Da.

00:30:26.880 --> 00:30:28.320
There it is, for you...

00:30:28.720 --> 00:30:30.200
...that you're listening to me.

00:30:40.120 --> 00:30:41.480
He was the ideal man.

00:30:41.960 --> 00:30:45.920
If I should have married
if I had married Áyax.

00:30:46.160 --> 00:30:48.040
It would have closed the circle
of my life.

00:30:48.760 --> 00:30:50.040
With bun and all.

00:30:55.760 --> 00:30:58.920
He was a kind of Clark Gable.

00:30:59.880 --> 00:31:02.520
Kind of like that.
So much.

00:31:07.600 --> 00:31:11.200
I remember when we used to go on trips...

00:31:11.200 --> 00:31:12.560
...with Áyax.

00:31:14.400 --> 00:31:17.200
I lived it so intensely.

00:31:17.600 --> 00:31:20.080
I still can't forget.

00:31:20.080 --> 00:31:21.680
I cannot forget.

00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:32.880
I loved Áyax so much.

00:31:33.240 --> 00:31:34.320
Loved him a lot.

00:31:52.320 --> 00:31:55.120
I helped him make his change,
put on his make up...

00:31:55.320 --> 00:31:57.640
...and see
what clothes he could be wear.

00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:03.040
From the stockings
to the makeup, the wig.

00:32:03.040 --> 00:32:04.680
Everything!
All.

00:32:08.360 --> 00:32:10.600
I see her exactly the same...

00:32:10.800 --> 00:32:13.800
...taken out from the film...

00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:15.240
...The Danish Girl.

00:32:15.240 --> 00:32:17.280
Just like her.
Exactly the same.

00:32:17.800 --> 00:32:18.920
I see her as if...

00:32:18.920 --> 00:32:19.760
...only as Canela.

00:32:19.960 --> 00:32:22.120
Instead of Lili Elbe, is Canela.

00:32:23.280 --> 00:32:27.760
Nothing like all I went through.

00:32:27.760 --> 00:32:30.440
It took me many years.

00:32:30.440 --> 00:32:32.400
I went through a much longer process.

00:32:36.200 --> 00:32:38.080
Her process is shorter...

00:32:38.080 --> 00:32:39.760
...but she started later.

00:33:54.440 --> 00:34:01.920
-You've been a she-caretaker
and a he-caretaker, before.

00:34:02.320 --> 00:34:03.600
All your life.

00:34:03.760 --> 00:34:09.240
The only problem the
role of caretaker has...

00:34:09.720 --> 00:34:14.160
...is letting yourself being taken care.

00:34:16.560 --> 00:34:18.680
-Nobody takes care of me.

00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:22.280
That's a fact.

00:34:22.800 --> 00:34:27.720
-Even for the convalescence
you are worried about.

00:34:27.720 --> 00:34:30.080
-No one will come, Doctor.
-Why?

00:34:30.080 --> 00:34:31.120
-Why no one?

00:34:31.120 --> 00:34:32.520
-I already know.

00:34:32.760 --> 00:34:35.040
There will be no one.
I will be alone in the hospital.

00:34:35.040 --> 00:34:36.880
-No one seems to me a very extreme term.

00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:39.680
We continue to combat the extremism.

00:34:39.680 --> 00:34:42.000
Nobody.
Someone would come.

00:34:42.000 --> 00:34:44.760
-I have the feeling that no one will come.

00:34:44.760 --> 00:34:48.480
-No, I'm thinking no one is going to come
is not the feeling.

00:34:48.800 --> 00:34:50.800
Is not I feel it is I think.

00:34:51.120 --> 00:34:54.120
I think no one will come...
-I think no one will come.

00:34:54.120 --> 00:34:57.000
-Now I ask you.
Why do you think not?

00:34:57.000 --> 00:34:58.800
Surely someone will go.

00:34:59.200 --> 00:35:01.080
-Yes, some to ask for money.

00:35:03.240 --> 00:35:05.280
Oh, it is Friday and I need to get paid.

00:35:05.280 --> 00:35:06.880
And I am all like this.

00:35:07.480 --> 00:35:10.520
-In that case, what would happen?

00:35:10.520 --> 00:35:12.280
-I don't know, all hell would break loose.

00:35:12.600 --> 00:35:16.360
-Let's think about that possible scenario.

00:35:16.680 --> 00:35:18.120
Who would go?

00:35:18.720 --> 00:35:20.440
-My children would go.
For sure.

00:35:20.440 --> 00:35:23.400
-Oh, well that's not nobody.
We already have someone.

00:35:23.400 --> 00:35:24.640
Who else?

00:35:26.160 --> 00:35:28.280
-Good question.

00:35:29.040 --> 00:35:32.040
-I can't...

00:35:34.080 --> 00:35:36.800
...resist...

00:35:37.560 --> 00:35:39.920
...this love...

00:35:40.400 --> 00:35:44.600
...that is within my heart!

00:36:04.120 --> 00:36:05.440
...It will be healed...

00:36:05.680 --> 00:36:08.560
...If there is someone
with a chronic disease, it will...

00:36:08.560 --> 00:36:10.080
-Here.

00:36:12.120 --> 00:36:14.040
-Loved the veneer wood.

00:36:15.480 --> 00:36:19.840
-Hey! Hello, dear.
-Hello, honey.

00:36:20.440 --> 00:36:23.320
-I brought a new girl.
-Hello.

00:36:23.320 --> 00:36:25.160
-Hello!

00:36:25.160 --> 00:36:26.200
-Canela.

00:36:26.200 --> 00:36:28.840
-Cane. Nice to meet you. Welcome.

00:36:28.840 --> 00:36:30.400
-Thank you, very kind.

00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:32.480
-I'm a bit shorter.

00:36:32.480 --> 00:36:34.080
-And younger, also.

00:36:34.080 --> 00:36:36.080
-That I don't know.
-Sure.

00:36:36.680 --> 00:36:38.560
-I'll invite you to our place.

00:36:38.560 --> 00:36:40.360
It's especially for you.
-Very kind.

00:36:40.360 --> 00:36:41.560
-And for you too.
Come on in.

00:36:41.560 --> 00:36:42.760
-She left outside.

00:36:43.520 --> 00:36:44.800
-Excuse me.
-Come in.

00:36:44.800 --> 00:36:46.400
-Thank you.
-Come in.

00:36:46.800 --> 00:36:48.800
-Good afternoon, how are you?

00:36:48.960 --> 00:36:50.800
Hi. Hello.

00:36:51.280 --> 00:36:54.240
Nice to meet you.
Thank you very much.

00:36:54.800 --> 00:36:57.200
-Welcome
-Me too. Very kind.

00:36:57.200 --> 00:36:58.800
Very kind.

00:36:59.600 --> 00:37:00.600
-Canela.

00:37:01.200 --> 00:37:05.480
-Dear God, we want to deprive of all
religiosity.

00:37:05.720 --> 00:37:06.400
-Amen.

00:37:06.560 --> 00:37:11.680
-We want to shake off
from all religious culture.

00:37:12.120 --> 00:37:14.680
And we want to speak heart to heart.

00:37:14.680 --> 00:37:16.720
Want to be who we are.

00:37:16.720 --> 00:37:18.360
As we are.

00:37:18.880 --> 00:37:20.960
We do not want to sell you anything.

00:37:20.960 --> 00:37:22.960
We take off the masks.

00:37:23.120 --> 00:37:25.880
We know that you receive us.

00:37:25.880 --> 00:37:28.600
That you accept us as we are.

00:37:29.000 --> 00:37:30.400
Stand up, if you would.

00:37:30.400 --> 00:37:31.440
-Yes, of course.

00:37:31.440 --> 00:37:32.960
-And we will say...

00:37:33.520 --> 00:37:36.920
-I love you and I don't
care about nothing else!

00:37:37.080 --> 00:37:40.760
-Welcome, Cane.
-Thank you very much. Thanks.

00:37:44.760 --> 00:37:46.720
-Let's start. It's a party.

00:37:47.720 --> 00:37:51.040
Who is desperate for a divine hug?

00:37:51.040 --> 00:37:52.120
-I am.
-Me.

00:37:52.880 --> 00:37:54.640
-You have to experience this.

00:37:55.480 --> 00:37:58.200
Let's ask God to hug us.

00:37:58.200 --> 00:37:59.800
Come on, let's tell him.

00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:04.440
God is Spirit!
God is Spirit.

00:38:04.440 --> 00:38:06.800
Let's ask the spirit of God to
embrace us.

00:38:07.120 --> 00:38:09.280
When your glory goes somewhere...

00:38:09.600 --> 00:38:11.960
We'll tell him to hug us.

00:38:12.560 --> 00:38:14.600
...the dead ones come back to life...

00:38:14.680 --> 00:38:17.800
...that were sick through your power...

00:38:18.600 --> 00:38:20.600
Fire! Fire!
Fire! Fire of God!

00:38:20.600 --> 00:38:22.120
Fire! Fire!

00:38:22.120 --> 00:38:23.240
Now!

00:38:23.240 --> 00:38:24.240
Fire!

00:38:24.600 --> 00:38:25.840
...Holy Spirit...

00:38:25.840 --> 00:38:28.240
Come, come...

00:38:32.400 --> 00:38:34.400
Touch her. Touch her, Jesus.

00:38:37.800 --> 00:38:40.480
Flow. Flow, Jesus.

00:38:42.920 --> 00:38:45.960
More, more, more peace!

00:38:46.200 --> 00:38:47.200
Forgive me...

00:38:48.360 --> 00:38:50.400
Tell God to hug you!

00:38:53.560 --> 00:38:54.560
Wrap me...

00:38:55.120 --> 00:38:56.120
...rest on me.

00:38:57.160 --> 00:38:59.560
Come, come...

00:39:00.200 --> 00:39:01.920
...Holy Spirit.

00:39:02.400 --> 00:39:04.440
Come, come.

00:39:05.120 --> 00:39:07.000
Come...

00:39:07.360 --> 00:39:10.360
...I can't make it without feeling your
presence every day.

00:39:10.760 --> 00:39:13.000
I need you, Lord.

00:39:13.400 --> 00:39:14.640
Fill me up.

00:39:16.640 --> 00:39:18.600
In you I trust.

00:39:20.400 --> 00:39:22.480
-Will you let me do a prayer for you?

00:39:23.000 --> 00:39:24.480
-Of course. Thank you.

00:39:24.800 --> 00:39:26.160
-My dear friend...

00:39:26.640 --> 00:39:30.440
...I ask you that your
love fill all the spaces...

00:39:30.640 --> 00:39:33.080
...that still could
not be completed.

00:39:34.160 --> 00:39:38.680
And I declare that jobs that are locked
begin to open.

00:39:39.560 --> 00:39:42.560
In the name of Jesus.

00:39:42.560 --> 00:39:45.120
Jobs that are given
and not given.

00:39:45.120 --> 00:39:47.160
I declare they are done.

00:39:47.280 --> 00:39:51.360
I declare prosperity over your life.

00:39:51.360 --> 00:39:52.920
In the name of Jesus.

00:39:53.680 --> 00:39:55.880
Thank you because these days, Lord Jesus...

00:39:55.880 --> 00:39:58.760
...you'll show her that you are
on her side.

00:39:58.760 --> 00:40:00.840
-Amen
-...and that you opened doors of work.

00:40:00.880 --> 00:40:02.320
-So is.
-Thanks, Jesus.

00:40:02.360 --> 00:40:05.040
Because she will come
to tell us that this has happened.

00:40:07.000 --> 00:40:08.400
-Thank you very much.

00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:51.000
See if you can drink it.

00:41:00.240 --> 00:41:01.520
Is it too cold?

00:41:01.520 --> 00:41:04.920
-I'll leave it for later.

00:41:05.280 --> 00:41:07.280
-Whatever you want.
-Yes.

00:41:07.640 --> 00:41:09.360
-Let’s see, this was mine.

00:41:09.640 --> 00:41:10.880
-Yes, this one was yours.

00:41:10.880 --> 00:41:12.880
-I gave it to him.
-And this one.

00:41:13.640 --> 00:41:17.280
-As I see it...

00:41:18.280 --> 00:41:21.400
...you are not Canela, you are Áyax.

00:41:22.960 --> 00:41:24.640
Your name may be Canela.

00:41:24.920 --> 00:41:28.440
You dress like Canela
and I like the way you dress.

00:41:28.440 --> 00:41:29.720
I like the way you fix yourself.

00:41:29.880 --> 00:41:32.280
I gave him that thing... everything.

00:41:32.280 --> 00:41:36.440
But, I can’t believe you’re not my son.

00:41:37.440 --> 00:41:38.600
-I’m still.

00:41:38.920 --> 00:41:39.880
-Exactly.

00:41:39.880 --> 00:41:41.240
-That's why say nothing.

00:41:41.240 --> 00:41:45.320
You call me Áyax and I do not say a thing.

00:41:45.320 --> 00:41:46.960
-Did not show me a woman's dress...

00:41:46.960 --> 00:41:49.920
He put on
a wig and went next to my bed.

00:41:49.960 --> 00:41:53.080
I don't know why I was in bed.

00:41:54.000 --> 00:41:54.840
And I said:

00:41:54.840 --> 00:41:56.040
'What is this?'

00:41:56.520 --> 00:41:57.240
'This is me.'

00:41:57.240 --> 00:42:00.520
'Oh, no.
What are you doing?'

00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:02.280
And I grabbed my head.

00:42:02.840 --> 00:42:07.120
But I came a while ago already...

00:42:09.240 --> 00:42:11.920
...going further down.

00:42:14.480 --> 00:42:15.720
What can I say?

00:42:26.560 --> 00:42:29.200
When I became Canela...

00:42:29.200 --> 00:42:33.640
..the first thing I
did was a profound detoxification.

00:42:33.920 --> 00:42:38.920
I lost 20 kilos, quit smoking, stopped
drinking alcohol for years...

00:42:38.920 --> 00:42:40.400
...or any kind of drink.

00:42:42.280 --> 00:42:48.880
...and the cutest thing was
to go back to my mother’s house.

00:42:48.880 --> 00:42:51.320
To this house in which I was raised.

00:42:53.600 --> 00:43:00.320
And somehow rebuild my being as a trans
girl at my parents house.

00:43:16.920 --> 00:43:19.280
-Hey. How are you?

00:43:19.280 --> 00:43:20.760
Hi!

00:43:20.760 --> 00:43:22.400
Hi, Carola!

00:43:23.040 --> 00:43:25.000
-We came with the chubby.

00:43:25.000 --> 00:43:28.680
-Hello! You're happy today.

00:43:28.880 --> 00:43:30.480
How are you, dear? Come in.

00:43:30.480 --> 00:43:33.000
You came with the Rosario
Central reference-of.

00:43:33.000 --> 00:43:34.200
-Of course, I had to.

00:43:35.360 --> 00:43:37.480
-That kid is getting bigger.

00:43:37.480 --> 00:43:41.160
-Six kilos four hundred.
800 grams in a month.

00:43:41.160 --> 00:43:43.000
-Oh! Almost twice weight she had when she
was born.

00:43:43.000 --> 00:43:43.800
-Right.

00:43:44.040 --> 00:43:47.360
-Sit down, guys.
Let's bring everything.

00:43:47.360 --> 00:43:49.240
I'm taking off the apron.

00:43:51.200 --> 00:43:55.200
-Juanchi with the clothing of archer.

00:43:55.800 --> 00:43:56.920
-Here he is.

00:43:59.360 --> 00:44:01.360
-He's identical to Carola.

00:44:01.880 --> 00:44:03.320
The father is identical to Carola.

00:44:03.320 --> 00:44:04.240
-Not so much.

00:44:04.240 --> 00:44:05.880
-Well...
-There may be.

00:44:05.880 --> 00:44:06.880
-Here.

00:44:07.080 --> 00:44:09.040
-Look at Carola there.

00:44:11.840 --> 00:44:13.800
You can't say she isn't.

00:44:13.800 --> 00:44:15.160
Looks identical.

00:44:15.160 --> 00:44:16.520
-She looks just like me.

00:44:17.840 --> 00:44:19.440
-She got jealous.

00:44:19.440 --> 00:44:20.960
-No, she resembles you too.

00:44:21.880 --> 00:44:23.880
-Do you remember this day?

00:44:23.880 --> 00:44:27.440
-I remember, of course. Then there is a
picture of dad.

00:44:27.920 --> 00:44:29.920
Ramiro did like this with the bottle.

00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:31.920
There is a picture there.

00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:34.640
-Barbi looking at the tattoo.

00:44:39.880 --> 00:44:42.240
-Who was that person?

00:44:42.240 --> 00:44:45.600
-You looked like a playboy.

00:44:46.920 --> 00:44:48.280
-Is this Juanchi?

00:44:48.280 --> 00:44:50.280
-No, this is Juanchi.
-Oh, right.

00:44:50.680 --> 00:44:52.200
-There are the kids.

00:45:21.520 --> 00:45:24.400
-Well, besides from...

00:45:24.840 --> 00:45:26.520
...our usual Sunday reunion...

00:45:26.520 --> 00:45:31.840
...there's something
I want to talk to you about.

00:45:34.680 --> 00:45:37.880
Unfortunately, Barbi is far away in
Barcelona.

00:45:37.880 --> 00:45:41.040
I'll talk to her by
phone afterward.

00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:49.560
A few days ago I met with
a transgender friend.

00:45:50.320 --> 00:45:52.480
An acquaintance.

00:45:56.520 --> 00:45:59.320
She has got an appointment
for her surgery...

00:45:59.320 --> 00:46:00.320
...in January.

00:46:00.840 --> 00:46:02.240
She's very pleased.

00:46:04.240 --> 00:46:08.400
And left me a very big concern about it.

00:46:09.760 --> 00:46:11.440
I mean...

00:46:13.080 --> 00:46:16.880
I've got mixed feelings
regarding the surgery.

00:46:18.160 --> 00:46:22.040
But it does seems
as a final wish...

00:46:23.080 --> 00:46:24.960
...to end this cycle so.

00:46:27.360 --> 00:46:31.560
I feel scared.
I feel fear or insecurity.

00:46:32.040 --> 00:46:36.320
But if there were not the probable
inconvenient...

00:46:36.320 --> 00:46:38.520
...one would face in a major surgery,...

00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:41.920
...it would be desirable to me
to have it done.

00:46:43.680 --> 00:46:47.360
I wanted to let you know
to find out what you think.

00:46:49.120 --> 00:46:51.320
In short, those things of life.
Right?

00:47:03.080 --> 00:47:08.280
I don't know what you think
about it.

00:47:08.280 --> 00:47:09.960
We've never discussed until now.

00:47:14.120 --> 00:47:18.880
So far my role in life has been as a
caretaker of the family.

00:47:18.880 --> 00:47:22.280
I've taken care of my children
and I continue to do so.

00:47:22.280 --> 00:47:24.160
Collaborating, helping.

00:47:24.720 --> 00:47:27.560
Now to my granddaughter
and also my mother.

00:47:27.560 --> 00:47:31.520
But at a point I'm going to become a
vulnerable person...

00:47:31.520 --> 00:47:33.600
...and someone will
have to take care of me.

00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:37.800
For the first time, since I was...

00:47:37.800 --> 00:47:40.360
...five years old or ten.

00:47:40.360 --> 00:47:43.240
And that's a problem. A problem for me,...

00:47:43.240 --> 00:47:44.640
...an economical problem.

00:47:45.480 --> 00:47:48.400
Because I will have to stop working
for 3 months.

00:47:48.400 --> 00:47:51.000
It's a lot of money not coming.

00:47:51.720 --> 00:47:54.280
Unless I can find a replacement...

00:47:54.680 --> 00:47:56.200
...so Grandi Construcciones
continue in business.

00:47:56.200 --> 00:47:57.200
I don't know.

00:47:57.520 --> 00:48:00.000
Juanchi can still be in that part. But
the technical part,...

00:48:00.000 --> 00:48:02.000
...who's going to do it?

00:48:03.640 --> 00:48:04.880
That's the thing.

00:48:04.880 --> 00:48:08.520
If I can manage to keep the machine
running...

00:48:09.320 --> 00:48:10.880
...without damages.

00:48:13.280 --> 00:48:15.080
-I don't know.

00:48:15.280 --> 00:48:18.560
We have to make a list...

00:48:18.560 --> 00:48:23.400
...and put all the positive and
not so positive aspects.

00:48:24.040 --> 00:48:25.880
-Yes, to compare.
-To balance.

00:48:25.880 --> 00:48:30.240
-I really don't know if there are
damages, rather than...

00:48:31.000 --> 00:48:33.160
-Realities.
-Right.

00:48:33.160 --> 00:48:35.600
-It's a reality.
-Exactly.

00:48:35.600 --> 00:48:36.640
-It's not...

00:48:36.640 --> 00:48:40.920
-Are realities because an economy like
ours in 3 months collapses.

00:48:40.920 --> 00:48:42.920
-Totally.
-For sure.

00:48:42.920 --> 00:48:47.200
-An economy in which you stop
working 3 months,...

00:48:47.200 --> 00:48:49.080
...in 3 months it crashes.

00:48:49.080 --> 00:48:52.520
Unfortunately, I'll have to sell
the car or the truck,...

00:48:52.520 --> 00:48:53.920
...I won't pay taxes.

00:48:53.920 --> 00:48:55.200
We don't know.

00:48:55.600 --> 00:48:57.320
I was never out-of-work for 3 months.

00:48:57.320 --> 00:48:59.000
-We support you no-matter-what.

00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:02.800
There goes on the
balance all the analysis of other things.

00:49:02.800 --> 00:49:07.280
-This year we were stopped fifty percent
of the time,...

00:49:07.600 --> 00:49:10.720
...I had to take a 220,000
pesos credit.

00:49:11.320 --> 00:49:12.160
-Right.

00:49:12.640 --> 00:49:15.200
-The last credit I took was in 2011.

00:49:16.240 --> 00:49:18.600
This is a whole a different country.

00:49:18.600 --> 00:49:20.120
-That must be taken into account.

00:49:20.120 --> 00:49:20.960
-Right.

00:49:21.440 --> 00:49:22.720
-First is the risk.

00:49:22.720 --> 00:49:24.880
That is, the first
thing to analyze is the risk.

00:49:24.880 --> 00:49:27.320
Then all the rest.
Depending on that.

00:49:27.320 --> 00:49:29.800
Slowly, not all messed.

00:49:30.320 --> 00:49:32.320
non possiamo pensare tutto insieme.

00:49:32.320 --> 00:49:34.400
You'll have to think that through first.
I think.

00:49:36.240 --> 00:49:39.440
-It's an even more personal...

00:49:39.440 --> 00:49:40.840
Don't get me wrong,...

00:49:40.840 --> 00:49:44.760
...not that the change itself, the
change is totally yours.

00:49:44.880 --> 00:49:46.520
But more intimate.

00:49:46.520 --> 00:49:49.320
To the outside people, the change is done.

00:49:49.320 --> 00:49:51.320
-No, right.
I've got that clear.

00:49:51.320 --> 00:49:55.280
There are even
countless transgender girls...

00:49:55.280 --> 00:49:56.720
...who do not have the procedure...

00:49:56.880 --> 00:49:59.240
...because they are either too afraid
or they decide not to...

00:49:59.240 --> 00:50:01.200
...because they feel
comfortable as they are.

00:50:01.240 --> 00:50:03.800
-I've read about people that decide...

00:50:03.800 --> 00:50:05.320
...not out of fear.

00:50:05.320 --> 00:50:07.640
If you say I am like this, I have this...

00:50:07.640 --> 00:50:10.160
-As for the acceptance of who you are.

00:50:10.320 --> 00:50:11.360
-Good point.

00:50:11.360 --> 00:50:13.920
-That's something I take into account.

00:50:14.280 --> 00:50:17.040
-I agree, obviously, nothing happens just
because.

00:50:17.040 --> 00:50:23.440
It coincides with the birth of Carola,
with all that implies.

00:50:26.440 --> 00:50:29.000
-In life there are always things, but
sometimes it is...

00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:33.200
-Sometimes there are key moments...
-Which are more intense.

00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:35.840
-It's done, there is no turning back.

00:50:35.840 --> 00:50:39.480
Here's Carola and there is no turning
back after that...

00:50:40.720 --> 00:50:44.160
-This is important to me, but it is as
important as...

00:50:45.960 --> 00:50:47.880
Let's say...

00:50:50.240 --> 00:50:53.440
If I can't count on you
I won't be able to do it either.

00:50:55.840 --> 00:50:58.640
-Yes...
-Well, obviously.

00:50:59.720 --> 00:51:02.320
-I would need help from my relatives.

00:51:02.320 --> 00:51:04.760
I won't be able to manage on my own.

00:51:04.760 --> 00:51:06.680
I won't go to the bathroom by myself.

00:51:06.680 --> 00:51:08.240
It's rather complicated.

00:51:09.200 --> 00:51:10.120
-Oh... Right.

00:51:10.120 --> 00:51:14.120
-You would have to think someone in
the family would have to help me.

00:51:14.640 --> 00:51:15.440
Right?

00:51:15.680 --> 00:51:19.360
Not to end up outsourcing the problem.

00:51:19.760 --> 00:51:22.400
-Surely will have to outsource.

00:51:22.400 --> 00:51:24.400
-Oh, well. Fair enough.

00:52:20.760 --> 00:52:23.440
-Wright said that the three evils
of capitalism...

00:52:23.640 --> 00:52:29.040
...were the interest, the rent
and the substitution of the effort.

00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:31.120
What does it mean?

00:52:31.120 --> 00:52:33.560
To order another what you have to do.

00:52:34.960 --> 00:52:37.480
If these three evils would disappear,...

00:52:38.160 --> 00:52:40.440
...the system could continue to operate.

00:52:41.440 --> 00:52:45.160
As health and education are provided,...

00:52:45.160 --> 00:52:47.000
...housing should be, too.

00:52:48.480 --> 00:52:52.040
There is another social role
that architecture is not fulfilling.

00:52:53.240 --> 00:52:56.480
I estimate that the real estate market
should be regulated,...

00:52:56.480 --> 00:52:57.800
...as the
financial market.

00:52:58.160 --> 00:52:59.560
Both are unregulated.

00:53:00.680 --> 00:53:05.680
So, you built at a cost
that is the third part of the cost of sale.

00:53:06.040 --> 00:53:07.920
Where does that difference come from?

00:53:09.280 --> 00:53:14.640
I find it hard to believe here in Rosario
we need buildings of 40 floors high...

00:53:14.640 --> 00:53:15.920
...in front of the river.

00:53:16.280 --> 00:53:18.360
No, can't understand it.

00:53:19.960 --> 00:53:24.200
I do understand that our profession is
facing a crisis...

00:53:25.480 --> 00:53:28.160
...that is not economic but by the values.

00:53:28.640 --> 00:53:30.240
I say something,...

00:53:31.960 --> 00:53:34.120
...and sometimes
some students refute me.

00:53:34.120 --> 00:53:36.280
But I deeply think this.

00:53:37.280 --> 00:53:40.840
When you say that a politician makes
politics to make money,...

00:53:41.480 --> 00:53:44.240
...power or love...

00:53:44.240 --> 00:53:45.640
...is a corrupt.

00:53:46.880 --> 00:53:49.680
Then, why is not a corrupt an architect...

00:53:50.120 --> 00:53:54.240
...who makes architecture to earn money,
power or love?

00:54:10.280 --> 00:54:14.280
-A few years ago I had much more time for
myself.

00:54:14.280 --> 00:54:18.000
More time to buy clothes.

00:54:18.000 --> 00:54:19.880
More time to check out the makeup.

00:54:19.880 --> 00:54:23.920
More time to search for
what I should wear.

00:54:23.920 --> 00:54:25.200
More time to go out.

00:54:25.640 --> 00:54:28.640
More time to go on holidays.

00:54:28.640 --> 00:54:31.760
It’s been a while since that
time has gone.

00:54:32.040 --> 00:54:36.400
This is a fact.
The aging of my mom and my aunt...

00:54:36.840 --> 00:54:40.960
...led to me having to take care
of them for several years.

00:54:41.200 --> 00:54:46.640
Somehow the economical changes that this
country is going through...

00:54:46.640 --> 00:54:49.240
...make me also have to take care of my
children.

00:54:49.920 --> 00:54:51.680
Helping them.

00:54:51.680 --> 00:54:53.560
I don’t want them to go through
what I went.

00:54:53.680 --> 00:54:56.360
-What happened to you?
-I was left alone.

00:54:56.360 --> 00:55:00.240
When I was a man.
Left alone in the street.

00:55:00.240 --> 00:55:05.000
With Menemism. Before.
With the crisis of Alfonsín.

00:55:05.360 --> 00:55:07.760
With a kid and nobody lend me a hand.

00:55:08.560 --> 00:55:10.080
Nobody.

00:55:10.880 --> 00:55:14.920
Nor my father, nor my mother, nor my
father-in-law, nor anyone.

00:55:15.200 --> 00:55:18.040
This I had gone through,
my children won't.

00:55:18.240 --> 00:55:20.600
-And did you go ahead?
-I went ahead.

00:55:21.200 --> 00:55:23.920
-And was it very bad?
-It was very ugly.

00:55:23.920 --> 00:55:25.800
Twenty years of not living.

00:55:27.320 --> 00:55:28.840
-Yes.
-But...

00:55:28.840 --> 00:55:32.560
-Twenty years of not living, Doctor.

00:55:32.800 --> 00:55:35.880
Twenty years in which all I did was work.

00:55:36.960 --> 00:55:40.000
Not even think of anything,
more than work.

00:55:40.000 --> 00:55:43.400
I have no memory of the childhood of my
children.

00:55:43.680 --> 00:55:45.280
Because I was working.

00:55:46.160 --> 00:55:48.560
All week Monday to Sunday.

00:55:49.560 --> 00:55:50.200
Yes.

00:55:50.200 --> 00:55:53.040
I don't want none of them
to go through that...

00:55:53.640 --> 00:55:55.000
To miss their children.

00:55:55.000 --> 00:55:56.000
To be lost...

00:56:08.640 --> 00:56:09.680
No way.

00:56:11.440 --> 00:56:16.040
-It would also be nice you
didn’t keep on missing your own life.

00:56:19.040 --> 00:56:20.720
That would be nice, too.

00:56:30.880 --> 00:56:32.000
-I completely forgot.

00:56:32.000 --> 00:56:35.320
I'm so concerned about
all that mess I had...

00:56:35.320 --> 00:56:36.200
-Yes.

00:56:36.200 --> 00:56:38.240
-I went to pick up the car...

00:56:38.240 --> 00:56:39.320
...it was all right...

00:56:39.320 --> 00:56:41.600
...but it didn't start
because it has no battery.

00:56:41.920 --> 00:56:42.440
No, no.

00:56:42.440 --> 00:56:43.440
It never ends.

00:56:43.440 --> 00:56:45.920
-It never ends.
-It doesn't.

00:56:52.640 --> 00:56:55.320
Did you see...?
We saw it together.

00:57:34.320 --> 00:57:35.920
-No. Yes. Valeria.

00:57:35.920 --> 00:57:37.400
How are you? Canela.

00:57:37.400 --> 00:57:39.320
-0h, Canela. How are you?

00:57:39.320 --> 00:57:41.040
-What's up, sweetheart?
Fine, you?

00:57:41.440 --> 00:57:43.080
-Good, Good, I'm okay.

00:57:43.080 --> 00:57:44.560
-It's been a while.

00:57:44.800 --> 00:57:47.680
-Yes, it has. It's been quite a while.

00:57:47.680 --> 00:57:49.120
-How are you? Fine?

00:57:49.640 --> 00:57:50.400
-Fine, fine.

00:58:02.040 --> 00:58:04.000
-How are you?
-Hi, how are you?

00:58:04.000 --> 00:58:05.840
-It's been a while.

00:58:05.840 --> 00:58:06.840
-My dear...

00:58:06.840 --> 00:58:08.320
-The glasses suit you.

00:58:08.320 --> 00:58:10.600
-Really? Do you like them?
-Yes, so cute.

00:58:10.600 --> 00:58:12.920
-I shouldn't eat this.

00:58:13.480 --> 00:58:14.280
-Why?

00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:16.400
-I'm watching my silhouette, go figure.

00:58:16.720 --> 00:58:17.280
-Right.

00:58:17.280 --> 00:58:20.640
-I have a hard time losing a kilo,
imagine this.

00:58:21.440 --> 00:58:23.520
-I wanted to ask you, actually.

00:58:23.520 --> 00:58:24.440
-About what?

00:58:24.600 --> 00:58:25.400
-Talking about this.

00:58:25.400 --> 00:58:26.600
-What?

00:58:27.120 --> 00:58:29.720
-How was your whole surgery process?

00:58:29.720 --> 00:58:31.400
How did you feel?

00:58:31.400 --> 00:58:32.280
-You want to know it all.

00:58:32.280 --> 00:58:34.120
It's a complex issue the surgery one.

00:58:34.120 --> 00:58:37.680
First, you have to be
psychologically prepared.

00:58:38.120 --> 00:58:40.760
It was a huge deal for me.
I was in a terrible denial.

00:58:41.120 --> 00:58:44.320
Couldn't see myself naked in a mirror.

00:58:44.560 --> 00:58:46.480
-I see.
-I was in denial.

00:58:46.680 --> 00:58:49.400
It was as if I saw the devil.

00:58:49.560 --> 00:58:53.320
After the surgery,
I finally went through all of that.

00:58:53.560 --> 00:58:54.600
-How nice.

00:58:54.600 --> 00:58:57.080
-All those mental traumas disappeared.

00:58:57.080 --> 00:58:59.880
-You mean you that you overcame it.
-I totally overcame it.

00:58:59.880 --> 00:59:02.840
I overcame completely
going by myself to places.

00:59:02.840 --> 00:59:06.920
After the surgery, for the first time
I saw myself in a mirror...

00:59:06.920 --> 00:59:08.520
...like any other woman with a vagina...

00:59:08.520 --> 00:59:11.640
...I'd check how it looked like
with the hand mirror...

00:59:12.080 --> 00:59:15.200
There are many things
you have to consider...

00:59:15.200 --> 00:59:17.600
...in order to feel comfortable
for a surgery.

00:59:17.760 --> 00:59:20.480
All that matters is you
and how you feel inwardly.

00:59:20.480 --> 00:59:23.080
-Of course. Sure. You're right.

00:59:23.480 --> 00:59:25.960
-You should clear up all your doubts.

00:59:25.960 --> 00:59:27.960
-Maybe this situation...

00:59:28.840 --> 00:59:31.680
...in which I am comfortable
with my dress,...

00:59:31.680 --> 00:59:33.280
...with my clothes,
with my things.

00:59:33.280 --> 00:59:36.080
-But maybe...
You don't need the other.

00:59:36.080 --> 00:59:37.320
-That's what I mean.

00:59:37.440 --> 00:59:39.040
-Maybe you don't need.
Suppose you don't.

00:59:39.040 --> 00:59:40.920
-Or only for the aesthetics.

00:59:40.920 --> 00:59:41.960
-Suppose you don't...

00:59:41.960 --> 00:59:44.040
-But not for the functioning of the organ.

00:59:44.040 --> 00:59:44.960
-Right.

00:59:45.480 --> 00:59:47.560
-Do you remember when
we went to the river?

00:59:47.560 --> 00:59:48.120
-Yes...

00:59:48.120 --> 00:59:50.640
-To Calabalumba River.
-I don't remember.

00:59:50.640 --> 00:59:52.480
-I didn't remember that.

00:59:52.720 --> 00:59:55.680
-Near the Posada Del Árbol,...

00:59:56.200 --> 00:59:59.040
...we took a path
that we didn't know how far it was.

00:59:59.040 --> 01:00:00.000
-We went trekking.

01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:01.640
-We went down, remember?

01:00:01.640 --> 01:00:04.240
-Yeah, there were some cows.
How awful!

01:00:08.160 --> 01:00:12.600
One day we were in bed and she said:
'How cute the Uritorco Hill is'...

01:00:12.600 --> 01:00:14.880
...and I said:
'You really want to see the Uritorco?'

01:00:14.880 --> 01:00:16.720
-I did look at the Uritorco...

01:00:16.720 --> 01:00:21.240
...and I was in a rather
compromised position.

01:00:21.680 --> 01:00:25.200
Looking at the moon
and the Uritorco Hill.

01:00:25.480 --> 01:00:29.760
At that moment the last you
wanted was to see the Uritorco.

01:00:29.760 --> 01:00:32.280
Neither the window nor the Uritorco
nor the lights nor anything.

01:00:32.280 --> 01:00:33.560
I saw lights.

01:00:34.920 --> 01:00:36.480
-We had a good time.

01:01:07.680 --> 01:01:10.480
It's pretty obvious.

01:01:10.720 --> 01:01:11.480
-Right.

01:01:11.480 --> 01:01:13.960
-I'm doing the
gender-change hormones...

01:01:14.720 --> 01:01:17.880
...treatment with Doctor Bertone.

01:01:17.880 --> 01:01:19.440
-Right, with Claudio.

01:01:19.440 --> 01:01:20.160
-With Claudio.

01:01:20.640 --> 01:01:23.040
At a moment, I thought.

01:01:23.040 --> 01:01:26.120
And also I evaluated a lot.

01:01:27.400 --> 01:01:29.560
I mean, I'm not 20 years-old.

01:01:29.560 --> 01:01:30.920
I'm near 60.

01:01:32.000 --> 01:01:34.800
Surely the risk is greater
than if I was 20.

01:01:34.800 --> 01:01:36.080
-Without a doubt.

01:01:36.080 --> 01:01:37.320
-As a person, right?

01:01:37.720 --> 01:01:38.880
I have 3 children.

01:01:38.880 --> 01:01:40.360
I have a granddaughter
of 2 months.

01:01:40.360 --> 01:01:41.360
-Very well.

01:01:41.360 --> 01:01:42.480
-Then, I say.

01:01:42.920 --> 01:01:44.360
What would happen...

01:01:44.560 --> 01:01:46.200
...and this is another doubt.

01:01:46.200 --> 01:01:46.800
-Okay.

01:01:47.240 --> 01:01:49.240
-What would happen if...

01:01:50.040 --> 01:01:53.920
...you will take out everything that does
not work,...

01:01:53.920 --> 01:01:56.280
-Yes...
-...but without...

01:01:56.280 --> 01:01:58.120
...making such a risky surgery?

01:01:58.240 --> 01:01:59.640
Without making the vagina.

01:01:59.640 --> 01:02:00.880
-Without making the hole and...

01:02:00.880 --> 01:02:01.680
-Exactly.

01:02:01.960 --> 01:02:04.560
It would have the outside shape.

01:02:04.560 --> 01:02:06.080
-A vulva.

01:02:06.560 --> 01:02:10.040
-Without the possibility of using it
sexually.

01:02:10.480 --> 01:02:12.080
-Of course, well...

01:02:12.080 --> 01:02:16.480
...I had never actually
had a similar query.

01:02:16.480 --> 01:02:17.560
But...

01:02:17.560 --> 01:02:20.240
...it is a reasonable one.

01:02:20.240 --> 01:02:22.280
It can be done.

01:02:22.680 --> 01:02:26.120
The surgery would have
much less risk.

01:02:26.120 --> 01:02:29.200
-The post-op would be shorter,...

01:02:29.200 --> 01:02:32.960
...the scarring would probably be faster?

01:02:32.960 --> 01:02:34.040
-Yes... Yes.

01:02:34.200 --> 01:02:36.080
-With less affected areas.

01:02:36.080 --> 01:02:37.840
-With less affected areas. Sure.

01:02:38.600 --> 01:02:41.640
-Although the post-op of the vulva would
be the same.

01:02:41.640 --> 01:02:46.680
Anyway you shouldn't start your sexual
activity a week from that.

01:02:46.680 --> 01:02:48.240
-Of course. I can imagine.

01:02:48.240 --> 01:02:50.480
-Maybe it will take you 30 days.
-Sure.

01:02:50.480 --> 01:02:51.400
-Or maybe 40.

01:02:51.400 --> 01:02:55.720
We must check how
all the postoperative goes.

01:02:55.720 --> 01:02:57.840
But, well.

01:02:57.840 --> 01:02:59.160
Yes, it would be less risky.

01:03:29.120 --> 01:03:32.760
-A few days ago I met a transgender girl...

01:03:33.080 --> 01:03:35.800
...who used to be my girlfriend.

01:03:36.200 --> 01:03:38.400
...10 years ago.

01:03:39.080 --> 01:03:44.840
We were had lunch together
and everything.

01:03:45.320 --> 01:03:47.920
Honestly, I was moved by many things.

01:03:47.920 --> 01:03:51.240
At one point, I started to think...

01:03:53.640 --> 01:03:56.080
...would it be illogical that I wanted...

01:03:56.080 --> 01:04:01.120
...or wished to be back with her
as I was before?

01:04:01.280 --> 01:04:03.360
As I am now.

01:04:03.640 --> 01:04:06.280
I feel kinda awkward.

01:04:06.280 --> 01:04:09.240
It's like... How can I think that now?

01:04:09.720 --> 01:04:12.960
You're self-censoring.

01:04:12.960 --> 01:04:15.720
If this woman you're telling me about...

01:04:15.720 --> 01:04:17.920
...if she was attractive to you,...

01:04:17.920 --> 01:04:21.560
...she seduced you 10 years ago.

01:04:21.560 --> 01:04:23.560
You'll continue to feel attracted to her.

01:04:23.640 --> 01:04:28.040
Because eroticism does not respond to...
Is completely irreverent.

01:04:28.440 --> 01:04:30.360
-I have it all messed up.

01:04:30.360 --> 01:04:31.800
-There are a few things...

01:04:31.800 --> 01:04:35.080
-I'm realizing now.
-...that have nothing to do with surgery.

01:04:35.080 --> 01:04:38.720
-If I hadn't talk to you.
-They have nothing to do with surgery.

01:04:38.720 --> 01:04:40.560
-See? The genital part is not all.

01:04:40.560 --> 01:04:41.920
-No, surely.

01:04:41.920 --> 01:04:45.000
-Not at all. It's an anecdotal detail.
I'd say.

01:04:45.000 --> 01:04:46.480
-Yes...
-But...

01:04:46.480 --> 01:04:49.240
-If I could just plum and take it out,
I'd love it.

01:05:04.560 --> 01:05:05.880
-How are you doing, Cane?

01:05:05.880 --> 01:05:06.760
-Hi, how are you?

01:05:06.760 --> 01:05:08.280
-Fine.

01:05:08.280 --> 01:05:10.280
-I'll tell your fortune.
-Okay.

01:05:10.280 --> 01:05:14.400
-I'll tell your fortune.
-Last time was almost 10 years ago.

01:05:23.600 --> 01:05:25.000
-Cut with the left hand.

01:05:25.000 --> 01:05:26.880
-With the left hand.
-Do not cross your legs.

01:05:26.880 --> 01:05:28.520
Put this hand in the heart.

01:05:29.760 --> 01:05:31.400
We'll do it the Gipsy way.

01:05:32.440 --> 01:05:34.120
Let's see what comes out.

01:05:39.560 --> 01:05:41.240
A lot will come out.

01:05:41.240 --> 01:05:42.960
You'll have to choose two roads.

01:05:43.560 --> 01:05:45.600
You'll have a very big dilemma.

01:05:47.520 --> 01:05:50.080
-The more I listen to you,
the more I worry.

01:05:50.080 --> 01:05:52.440
-Do you?
-Yes, because my psychologist...

01:05:52.440 --> 01:05:59.520
...told me beyond the gender image I have,
maybe my sexually...

01:05:59.520 --> 01:06:05.120
...can behave not with
the need of a vagina.

01:06:05.120 --> 01:06:07.320
And that's the thing. I don't know.

01:06:08.920 --> 01:06:12.240
It's an organ I never had
and I don't know how it is like.

01:06:13.720 --> 01:06:15.080
That's why I ask you.

01:06:16.360 --> 01:06:18.680
I'll tell you from my point of view.

01:06:18.680 --> 01:06:22.720
What happens to me,
as it is all new to me...

01:06:23.360 --> 01:06:26.680
...I prefer to have vaginal sex.

01:06:27.080 --> 01:06:28.040
-Right.

01:06:28.040 --> 01:06:29.640
-I used to be more structured.

01:06:29.640 --> 01:06:30.840
-Yes, I remember.

01:06:30.840 --> 01:06:34.240
-Not anymore. Tiny detail.

01:06:34.240 --> 01:06:35.320
-That's great.

01:06:36.080 --> 01:06:37.400
-I'm more versatile now.

01:06:37.400 --> 01:06:38.080
-Oh, look.

01:06:38.080 --> 01:06:39.920
-As older.
Can you believe it?

01:06:40.520 --> 01:06:42.320
I can't. But it is so.

01:06:43.080 --> 01:06:44.480
-Maybe you've loosen up.

01:06:44.480 --> 01:06:46.960
-I've become like a guru in that subject.

01:06:46.960 --> 01:06:49.760
-Maybe you were as more contained.

01:06:49.760 --> 01:06:52.000
-It's amazing.
Nor I can explain.

01:06:52.000 --> 01:06:53.040
How could it be.

01:06:53.040 --> 01:06:55.680
I used to be more squared-minded...

01:06:56.520 --> 01:06:58.680
...and more structured.
-I think it is a matter of evolution.

01:06:58.680 --> 01:07:00.680
No doubt about it.
So I was.

01:07:01.400 --> 01:07:05.840
I had to fulfill that stereotype...

01:07:05.840 --> 01:07:07.760
...and nothing more.

01:07:07.760 --> 01:07:10.240
-So I was to myself.
Do you remember?

01:07:10.480 --> 01:07:11.520
-Sure.

01:07:11.520 --> 01:07:12.480
-Not anymore.

01:07:12.880 --> 01:07:16.080
I'm surprised because
I'm not like that at all.

01:07:16.480 --> 01:07:17.560
-I swear.

01:07:17.560 --> 01:07:18.960
I can not explain.

01:07:18.960 --> 01:07:22.240
-So now you could be with a girl trans,
as myself?

01:07:22.720 --> 01:07:25.400
-I could be with a woman,
a transgender girl...

01:07:25.400 --> 01:07:26.360
...or whoever.

01:07:26.360 --> 01:07:27.640
-I love it.

01:07:28.040 --> 01:07:30.800
-Sex has no genders.

01:07:31.080 --> 01:07:32.480
-Of course...

01:07:33.040 --> 01:07:35.400
You have to open yourself.

01:07:36.400 --> 01:07:39.640
Over the years one may feel unhardened.

01:07:39.640 --> 01:07:43.880
I've loosen much and look at me now.

01:07:44.400 --> 01:07:46.920
At some point is still hard for me.

01:07:46.920 --> 01:07:49.520
When I look into your eyes...

01:07:49.520 --> 01:07:52.520
...I see you.
And I see the essence.

01:07:52.520 --> 01:07:53.280
-Still.

01:07:53.280 --> 01:07:55.120
-It's still there.

01:07:55.120 --> 01:07:55.600
-Yes, I do too.

01:07:55.600 --> 01:07:59.600
-I don't see genders roles, I see the
essence. And that is still there.

01:07:59.600 --> 01:08:01.680
-That's nice.
-And that's the whole truth.

01:08:01.680 --> 01:08:04.000
-I see you the same. Even better.

01:08:05.560 --> 01:08:08.320
-I don't know if I'm better or worse...
-We praise at each other.

01:08:08.560 --> 01:08:10.360
-Here we have flowers.

01:08:10.680 --> 01:08:16.520
I have a concern about the issue
of having the surgery.

01:08:16.520 --> 01:08:17.600
Maybe....

01:08:18.720 --> 01:08:19.760
...I think.

01:08:20.440 --> 01:08:21.880
This my humble opinion.

01:08:22.320 --> 01:08:26.760
Suppose you are not ready
for the surgery...

01:08:27.200 --> 01:08:31.320
...because you think they
will not accept you as you are...

01:08:31.320 --> 01:08:32.800
...this way.

01:08:33.880 --> 01:08:37.320
There are people who accept you as you are.

01:08:37.600 --> 01:08:40.520
Without having that surgery
and all that mess.

01:08:41.440 --> 01:08:43.760
Maybe you have to think that.

01:08:43.760 --> 01:08:44.880
-Maybe.

01:08:44.960 --> 01:08:47.960
-If you are afraid people
don't accept you...

01:08:47.960 --> 01:08:50.120
...there are other people
who love you as you are.

01:08:50.640 --> 01:08:52.840
Beyond anything.

01:08:53.320 --> 01:08:55.400
-Thank you so much.
-You know it is so.

01:08:55.760 --> 01:08:57.320
-Happens that I had forgotten.

01:08:58.240 --> 01:08:59.680
So many years not seeing each other.

01:09:00.320 --> 01:09:01.680
-But it's so.

01:09:01.840 --> 01:09:04.480
Let's take a walk.
-Of course.

01:09:05.440 --> 01:09:07.680
-To digest a bit everything we ate.

01:09:07.680 --> 01:09:09.360
-And the mate.
-Specially the mate.

01:09:10.200 --> 01:09:12.480
-Oh, yes.
-Go figure.

01:09:14.520 --> 01:09:15.760
Careful. Don't go falling.

01:09:16.320 --> 01:09:17.840
If we fall down, they'll sacrifice us.

01:09:18.160 --> 01:09:19.800
-This is the aloe Vera.

01:09:19.800 --> 01:09:22.520
-No, this is a lily, also called azucena.

01:09:22.920 --> 01:09:24.920
-Azucena Maizani.
-Azucena Maizani.

01:09:25.200 --> 01:09:26.760
-La ñata gaucha.

01:09:26.760 --> 01:09:28.840
-And that is the cockroach.

01:09:29.440 --> 01:09:30.480
-Oh. Why?

01:09:31.360 --> 01:09:32.160
-Just because.

01:09:32.160 --> 01:09:34.120
-Look.
-Cockroach?

01:09:37.480 --> 01:09:39.080
-Go swimming would have been nice.

01:09:39.080 --> 01:09:40.800
-Isn't this...?

01:09:42.480 --> 01:09:44.240
...lampalagua...

01:09:44.240 --> 01:09:45.440
-It's not lampalagua.

01:09:45.440 --> 01:09:46.360
-Lampalagua it's a snake.

01:09:47.080 --> 01:09:50.680
-This one is called slipper.
-Right. Slipper.

01:09:50.680 --> 01:09:52.240
-Pink lady's slipper.

01:09:52.240 --> 01:09:53.040
-Like that?

01:09:53.160 --> 01:09:53.960
-Yes.

01:10:10.600 --> 01:10:14.280
-I fell in to a burning ring of fire...

01:10:14.920 --> 01:10:16.680
...I went down, down, down...

01:10:17.200 --> 01:10:19.200
...and the flames went higher...

01:10:19.200 --> 01:10:21.080
And it burns, burns, burns.

01:10:21.080 --> 01:10:23.600
The ring of fire.

01:10:24.040 --> 01:10:25.520
The ring of fire.

01:10:26.960 --> 01:10:30.840
I fell in to a burning ring of fire.

01:10:31.080 --> 01:10:33.120
I went down, down, down...

01:10:33.280 --> 01:10:35.280
...and the flames went higher.

01:10:35.840 --> 01:10:37.200
And it burns, burns, burns...

01:10:37.800 --> 01:10:40.040
The ring of fire.

01:10:40.280 --> 01:10:41.680
The ring of fire.

01:10:42.920 --> 01:10:45.200
And it burns, burns, burns...

01:10:45.600 --> 01:10:47.360
The ring of fire.

01:10:48.080 --> 01:10:49.360
The ring of fire.

01:11:23.400 --> 01:11:29.040
I’ve been here for so long...

01:11:31.400 --> 01:11:37.320
...I do not know if I am real...

01:11:37.320 --> 01:11:42.800
...If the world
where I lived even exists...

01:11:42.800 --> 01:11:45.280
...Maybe...

01:11:46.680 --> 01:11:52.040
...I come from a labyrinth...

01:11:52.040 --> 01:11:56.600
...or I’m missed...

01:11:57.800 --> 01:12:03.680
...But it was not a dead-end...

01:12:03.920 --> 01:12:08.440
...I found out after...

01:12:09.640 --> 01:12:11.360
...And could be myself...

01:12:11.560 --> 01:12:14.200
...And also be there to feel...

01:12:14.400 --> 01:12:16.640
...To feel it well...

01:12:18.400 --> 01:12:22.920
...And I want to see the feeling area...

01:12:23.200 --> 01:12:25.520
...under the skin...

01:12:28.360 --> 01:12:31.240
...And then rest...

01:12:41.640 --> 01:12:46.120
...The darkening of the feeling area...

01:12:46.120 --> 01:12:48.800
...under the skin...

01:12:51.960 --> 01:12:54.680
...And go back...

01:12:55.640 --> 01:13:01.360
...to some place...

01:13:13.640 --> 01:13:19.480
...I’ve been here for so long...

01:13:21.600 --> 01:13:23.240
...I do not know...

01:13:24.800 --> 01:13:27.440
...if I am real...

01:13:27.720 --> 01:13:33.080
...If the world
where I lived even exists...

01:13:33.080 --> 01:13:35.800
...Maybe...

01:13:36.640 --> 01:13:42.600
...I reached rock bottom
of the precipice...

01:13:42.760 --> 01:13:47.000
...where you can’t even see a thing...

01:13:47.920 --> 01:13:50.920
...And I found a color...

01:13:50.920 --> 01:13:54.160
...a new way out...

01:13:54.520 --> 01:13:58.600
...and I felt so good...