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I've got to look at the camera, right?

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Is this the first time you are being filmed like this?
- Yes

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Cameras make me feel awkward...

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So...

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Introduce yourself first!

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Tell me your name, your age.

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I'm Jack.

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I am 15 years old and I am a trans boy.

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Jack is a friend of our eldest child.

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In 2016 he told us that he was
starting to take testosterone.

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How do you imagine yourself
in ten years from now?

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So, I imagine myself a bearded man,

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who will be working normally,

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people will acknowledge me as a man...

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I see myself as, like...

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visible in society.

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I don't know...

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We spent a few years making
interviews and following his transition.

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Oh, today is the 20th of...

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December 2016.

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I have now been transitioning for forty-one days

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and I will take my third dose today.

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My voice has changed a lot.

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The muscles have changed a lot.

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Weight...

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After T I put on, what?
About six kilos.

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I don't think I've reached
the shape I want yet.

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But...

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It's very close,
it's very close. So...

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I'm very anxious and I'm being patient.

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Meanwhile, Brazil has plunged deep into a wave
of political instability and violent conservatism.

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When I saw that Bolsonaro had won
the election, I went into a kind of outburst.

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The kids at school started mocking me...
I mean, not me individually.

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They's say things like:
"Oh, Bolsonaro won...

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Now everyone will be armed, now we...

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We will kill gay people,
we will kill black people..."

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And, like, not a funny joke, right?

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And then I had this breakdown, and...

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And I didn't go to school for a week.

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I don't know... It's me, you know?

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I don't want to hide just because...

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of Bolsonaro or Bolsonaro's voters.

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This moment is priceless.

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To serve the Nation
as head of the Executive Power.

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We cannot let pernicious
ideologies divide Brazilians.

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Ideologies that destroy
our values and traditions,

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that destroy our families,
the basis of our society.

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Brazil above everything,
God above everyone!

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"To be silent is already to have a side"

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"Fear, never!"

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"Travesti"

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"Travesti is master of the street!
And whatever she wants"

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"Feminist resistance"

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BLOOMING ON THE ASPHALT

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I'm hungry.

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Are we going downstairs to eat?
- If you want, let's go.

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Will we wake up Vittoria?

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I wanted her to go to the Parade...
- She's not going?

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- No.
- Why not?

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Because of her mom. Her dad...

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I don't think she would like Pride...

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because she didn't like yesterday.

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Ah, maybe she'd like it.
It's different...

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Just because there's gay people there?
- Yeah!

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It's gonna be cool that everyone who
was there yesterday is going to the Parade today...

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Like, the people who were hanging out with us...
- Damn!

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What?

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- Why "damn"?
- Nothing...

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C'mon, say it!

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Why? There's gonna be drunk teenagers?
- No...

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Why? What happened?

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No, it's fine...
My mom is...

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It's whatever, she can hear that.

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It's because Andy's going
to to kiss everybody...

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Do you want to see my testosterone?

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There's a little vial over there...

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By the way, today I'm
going to do my shot...

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And you can record it.

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- Uh!
-Yes...

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Be careful not to break it!
- Yeah, easy...

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When I got my first box
I broke all of it.

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Look!

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I took 0.5 ml once
and 1 ml the other time.

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I don't think anything
has changed yet.

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Your libido has fucking changed!
That much is obvious...

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Don't say this stuff to my mom, Jack!
- Ah, it's no big deal...

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And you injecting yourself is...

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Is this normal?

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Are you allowed to?
- Yes.

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Or is it an illegal act?

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Oh, yes...

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I mean, I'm allowed...

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My endocrinologist,
who is also a gynaecologist...

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She said she'd rather
me to go to the pharmacy

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so I don't hit any
nerve or blood vessel,

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but I do everything properly.

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I get really nervous,

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I keep singing inside my head,

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waiting for it to end.

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And the lady kind of laughs at me.

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The three of you started out
kind of together, didn't you?

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What did we start together?

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Ah, the transitions, figuring things out...
- The discovery...

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Yes.

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I began to feel...

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Uncomfortable with people calling
me by feminine pronouns

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and then I asked Andy

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call me by male pronouns

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so I could know how I'd feel.

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Then...

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About a week later Jack said that...

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That he's a man, and all that stuff...

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Then I thought "Um, wow..."

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I remember the first time I met you

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I instantly started referring to you
with masculine pronouns...

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- Yes...

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And I didn't even know...
- Wow, I didn't remember that.

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Yeah...
The first time I...

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I was the last one to understand myself....

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Oh, you already understood, it's just...
- No, more or less...

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More or less...
- I was a long time understanding,

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not understanding, understanding,
not understanding...

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Yeah, you just needed to
reaffirm yourself.

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I think...

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I don't know, in the beginning
it's really confusing.

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Yes...

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My mom says you're getting
a boyish look now.

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Becoming a young man...
- Look, my mom is pouting!

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Okay, I'm gonna take off my pants...

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Ui, take off your clothes!

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But i'm wearing boxer
briefs so it's alright!

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Oh, how cute!

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- Hey, naked Jack.
- Hey, naked Jack!

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So, guys...

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Look...

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I have to split the area of my thigh...

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into about 3 divisions.

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So this is where you
apply the shot, right?

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I'll do it right about here...

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Professional.

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I take this...

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I take this first needle to...

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To fill it up.

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Anyway, it takes a while...

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Because it's so oily...
Annoying, right?

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There's one coming up...

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You have to be patient, right?

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No hurry, okay? For God's sake.

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Then I have to...

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relax my leg.

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And apply 90 degrees to the muscle.

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And that's it!
If no blood came out, even better.

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That's it!

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Stop squinting, Jack, please!

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There you go!

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It's been a while, you thought so

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So many people in the world and
no one feels the same as me

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They tumbled into reality
and the truth they found

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Your humanity was in everyone,
only you didn't notice

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only you didn't notice

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Problems dissolve in the sea of infinity

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When drinking from the water
of this colourful river

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Dealing with the past,
I become light in the dark space

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I project the paths that
open up to the future

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Ahh, that open up to the future...

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Drink your flavoured vodka...

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Yesterday Andy got home a mess.

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Me?

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Yes, you!

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I've heard you've turned around
more than microwaves.

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- Who said that to you?
- You said it on Twitter!

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- Me?
- More or less...

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- No, I said I kissed beautiful people...
- "I've never kissed so many people in all my life!"

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No, I meant... That I thought
everyone I kissed was so beautiful.

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That's all.

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Everyone in this place is very beautiful,

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because gay people are very
beautiful and very stylish.

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Like, everyone.
All LGBTs are too beautiful.

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- If you look anywhere...
- And I'm glad there aren't only gay people here.

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- Yes!
- Very happy!

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Like, not just cis gay men.
- Yes.

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Oh guys, there's a girl recording us.

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Over there!
- That's my mom!

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- No way! Is she really your mother?
- That's my mother!

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My razor carries the thread of life

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My clear voice breaks through the air

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I nursed my wounds

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We will not retreat

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Waiting for love but walking in fear

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I deserve much, much more

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I hope I'm lucky, not to die so soon

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I know I deserve to walk in peace

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Waiting for love but walking in fear

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I deserve much, much more

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I hope I'm lucky, not to die so soon

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I know I deserve to walk in peace

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To walk in peace, I deserve it

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I deserve to smile, I deserve to sing

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To walk in peace, I deserve it

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I deserve to live, I deserve to love

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I deserve them to stop

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to kill me

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"Let only kisses cover your mouth!"

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Inanna,

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give strength to me
and to all travestis,

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to the cuntboys, to the non-binaries.

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Protect your children, Inanna.

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For us to triumph,

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not only survive.

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Inanna, my Lady, my Holy Mother.

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Find me.

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I offer my body to your power.

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This war with no choice:

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either fight

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or die.

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"Only those who are travesti will be saved"

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My father kind of kicked me
out of the house.

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We were fighting a lot and...

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And he asked me to leave.

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What house is this?

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This is a kitnet that Fauno
first rented, right?

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And I came to live with him.

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How did you guys meet?

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I used to live in São Paulo
and I moved to Campinas.

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And then I went to study
at Rio Branco...

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The Rio Branco School.

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We were classmates and then we met.

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Anyway.

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He was the only person
who spoke to me.

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We were those isolated ones.

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And we were still
figuring out our sexuality.

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If we....

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At the time we didn't know if we
were bisexual or if we were lesbians...

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If we were...

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Whatever we were.

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So it was a bit of a...

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It was scarier for me than for him,

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because his mother had always
deconstructed these things.

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So I struggled more.

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I used to think that to be a trans man...

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I was supposed to...

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Like, have a lot of testosterone
in my body and wear

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only square-shaped clothes,
you know?

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When, actually, it's just...

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How I want to...

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How I want these people who make

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this kind of interpellation
interpret me, you know?

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I feel that

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in the trans community

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I prefer to ask people to refer
to me without gender.

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Yes...

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What about you?

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- It's that thing: cuntboy, right?

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Cuntboy Non Binary.

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Yeah, like...

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I will never use the word "macho"
to define myself.

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So, your gender...

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I don't even know what your gender is exactly.
- Male...

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But is it non-binary?

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Yes...

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Because I don't believe in
gender anyway.

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What about you, Jack?

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Me?

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Well, I guess I consider
myself a trans man

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I think that's it, but...

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I don't know.

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When we experience things in the world

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and we are trans, right?

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we kinda have to be

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revisiting these things all the time.

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"Rupture of bodies"

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How cute!

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Guys, look at the little spell I made!

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I made an oily chamomile extract.

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It has anti-bacterial and
anti-inflammatory properties

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I learned it in the class I'm taking.

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And look how beautiful it looks!

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It's golden! Look at this one!

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How pretty.

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I'm gonna apply it to my willy.

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It's nice, right?
- It's good to take care of our genitalia.

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I want to empower myself on my
testosterone cycles, take hormones,

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stop taking hormones.
And have a dick that gets hard and wet,

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and be horny.
And it's a female dick, right?

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And I would like to see one day a
mandala with a drawing of a penis

00:20:04.219 --> 00:20:06.679
that is a flower and it's
super pretty, you know?

00:20:06.679 --> 00:20:10.391
And I get pissed off because every time I go
looking for something about my body's health,

00:20:10.391 --> 00:20:13.144
I have to go onto men's health care websites.

00:20:13.144 --> 00:20:18.983
With pictures of hot women and ripped guys...
and I mean, that's not my body.

00:20:19.734 --> 00:20:21.903
So let me explain to those who
have never been here before,

00:20:21.903 --> 00:20:23.154
before we start...

00:20:24.489 --> 00:20:25.573
What we are doing here...

00:20:25.573 --> 00:20:27.867
What are we doing here, right?

00:20:29.035 --> 00:20:30.453
I will give you an introduction...

00:20:30.453 --> 00:20:31.996
and feel free to add
your thoughts, buddy.

00:20:31.996 --> 00:20:32.413
Great!

00:20:33.039 --> 00:20:34.123
I am a travesti,

00:20:34.624 --> 00:20:37.168
as you can see, since I'm naked...

00:20:39.462 --> 00:20:41.923
And I began to find a lot of...

00:20:41.923 --> 00:20:45.468
Let's say, a peace of
mind in spirituality

00:20:45.927 --> 00:20:47.262
with the Sacred Feminine.

00:20:47.679 --> 00:20:49.973
But then, as I was studying it,

00:20:49.973 --> 00:20:50.682
going on meetings,

00:20:50.682 --> 00:20:55.728
I began to realize how much it
biologizes the matter of spirituality.

00:20:55.728 --> 00:20:58.273
"A woman's potential lies in her womb"

00:20:58.273 --> 00:21:01.734
"Because of the womb, the woman
is closer to the Goddess"

00:21:02.026 --> 00:21:04.112
"She is stronger,
she is more powerful".

00:21:04.112 --> 00:21:05.613
I thought: What a shame...

00:21:05.613 --> 00:21:08.783
I am already excluded from God's world,

00:21:08.783 --> 00:21:11.286
and I am also being left out of
the Goddess' world.

00:21:11.494 --> 00:21:12.537
What world is mine?

00:21:13.538 --> 00:21:15.999
And then I kept thinking about that...

00:21:15.999 --> 00:21:18.334
And one day I had an insight
that my goddess was Ishtar.

00:21:18.334 --> 00:21:20.295
Ishtar Inanna,
who is a Babylonian goddess.

00:21:20.295 --> 00:21:22.338
And I thought:
" Wow, why did that happen?"

00:21:22.338 --> 00:21:23.965
An ancient version of Aphrodite.

00:21:24.299 --> 00:21:27.552
She was born in Sumeria
in 3000, 4000 BC.

00:21:28.094 --> 00:21:29.178
6,000 years ago.

00:21:29.595 --> 00:21:31.264
And she is a precursor of Aphrodite.

00:21:31.264 --> 00:21:32.724
Inanna Ishtar, here.

00:21:32.849 --> 00:21:34.392
She is both male and female,

00:21:34.392 --> 00:21:37.145
demonstrating that there is no
such thing as masculine and feminine.

00:21:37.478 --> 00:21:40.189
And she had priestesses called "Gala"

00:21:40.481 --> 00:21:41.399
who had penises.

00:21:41.733 --> 00:21:43.985
It was described that
these priestesses had penises.

00:21:44.193 --> 00:21:46.654
Their bodies had a sacred role.

00:21:46.863 --> 00:21:47.822
A body like mine.

00:21:48.448 --> 00:21:49.574
A body like Nubia's.

00:21:50.074 --> 00:21:51.826
A body like yours too.

00:21:52.201 --> 00:21:53.995
I would like to share a thought...

00:21:53.995 --> 00:21:55.705
because I think I'm getting to a place

00:21:57.665 --> 00:22:01.544
of feeling that I will always
be the "in between".

00:22:03.212 --> 00:22:04.213
I don't know if...

00:22:07.091 --> 00:22:10.553
If that makes sense, you know?
It seems like it's a...

00:22:12.263 --> 00:22:14.349
A constant crossroads.

00:22:14.349 --> 00:22:15.641
It is the body of the crossroads.

00:22:16.768 --> 00:22:19.103
I got very emotional
when you were talking.

00:22:19.103 --> 00:22:20.772
And that's what talking
of Inanna is all about.

00:22:20.855 --> 00:22:22.774
It is to think that this body is sacred.

00:22:22.774 --> 00:22:23.816
Because it once was.

00:22:23.983 --> 00:22:26.069
So everything that
was built after that...

00:22:26.444 --> 00:22:28.738
Which states that this
body is profane, dirty...

00:22:29.655 --> 00:22:31.532
It's a social matter, isn't it?

00:22:31.532 --> 00:22:34.494
It is a matter of the society
we live in today.

00:22:34.494 --> 00:22:35.703
This same body,

00:22:35.703 --> 00:22:38.164
this same body configuration
was once sacred.

00:22:38.664 --> 00:22:39.874
So what the fuck is this?!

00:22:40.625 --> 00:22:41.334
You know?

00:22:42.293 --> 00:22:47.548
I have increasingly explored myself
and discovered things about my body,

00:22:47.924 --> 00:22:51.803
the possibility of understanding
my relationships

00:22:52.303 --> 00:22:53.763
with others

00:22:54.097 --> 00:22:57.433
and with myself as
being about affection.

00:22:57.433 --> 00:22:59.227
And I think a lot of things
have moved forward

00:22:59.227 --> 00:23:01.104
since I joined this house

00:23:01.687 --> 00:23:05.441
thanks to all of you who live here,
everyone who is here today.

00:23:05.525 --> 00:23:06.984
One matter that I live with,

00:23:07.402 --> 00:23:11.239
and I always feel it when I talk to people,
is that I live with loneliness.

00:23:11.239 --> 00:23:11.697
Because...

00:23:12.448 --> 00:23:14.033
Black bodies experience this.

00:23:14.283 --> 00:23:16.285
I don't know if loneliness
is my best friend...

00:23:16.285 --> 00:23:17.954
or whether it is the best choice...

00:23:18.079 --> 00:23:18.704
It is the best!

00:23:20.706 --> 00:23:22.417
Look at her, she's an expert, guys!

00:23:22.458 --> 00:23:23.459
Hashtag!

00:23:23.626 --> 00:23:25.169
Hashtag, queen!

00:23:25.461 --> 00:23:26.087
Well, maybe...

00:23:26.087 --> 00:23:29.632
as we are the only two
black people here...

00:23:30.216 --> 00:23:31.717
We can support each other a lot.

00:23:31.717 --> 00:23:34.053
I really want to share
things with you,

00:23:34.053 --> 00:23:38.891
I really want to deal with your
problems in a healthy way.

00:23:39.142 --> 00:23:42.103
And we can grow together.
You can count on me too.

00:23:45.106 --> 00:23:47.191
There are these goddesses
in the centre of the circle.

00:23:48.067 --> 00:23:49.944
We have paper,

00:23:50.403 --> 00:23:51.279
pens.

00:23:52.113 --> 00:23:53.906
I want you to draw a picture,

00:23:53.906 --> 00:23:55.825
or write or scribble

00:23:56.284 --> 00:23:58.453
about your pain, on that paper.

00:23:58.453 --> 00:23:59.954
I won't read it, nobody will read it.

00:23:59.954 --> 00:24:01.747
We will burn it in our cauldron.

00:24:02.123 --> 00:24:03.458
Today we are on a burning day.

00:24:03.583 --> 00:24:05.293
It's time to set the fire!

00:24:05.334 --> 00:24:07.211
Because the full moon
is about fullness,

00:24:07.211 --> 00:24:09.422
and I don't want us to
enter into the fullness of pain.

00:24:09.422 --> 00:24:10.423
So let's burn the pain away!

00:24:11.382 --> 00:24:15.511
Burn the seeds of hatred!
Burn the seeds of hatred!

00:24:15.636 --> 00:24:18.264
Burn the seeds of hatred! Burn, burn!

00:24:18.514 --> 00:24:19.932
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:20.475 --> 00:24:22.143
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:22.393 --> 00:24:23.769
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:24.228 --> 00:24:25.605
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:26.272 --> 00:24:27.607
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:28.107 --> 00:24:29.484
Burn Inanna, burn!

00:24:29.775 --> 00:24:31.068
Burn Bolsonaro!

00:24:31.694 --> 00:24:33.029
Burn the fascists...

00:24:33.029 --> 00:24:34.071
Burn the fascists!

00:24:34.071 --> 00:24:35.573
Burn the racists!

00:24:35.698 --> 00:24:38.284
Transmute our fears into courage.

00:24:39.827 --> 00:24:42.622
May our sorrows be appeased

00:24:42.622 --> 00:24:45.917
and may new stories
blossom for our bodies.

00:24:46.167 --> 00:24:49.754
May our bodies find
redemption in themselves

00:24:49.754 --> 00:24:52.173
and in the affection networks
we learned to build.

00:24:53.382 --> 00:24:55.885
Those who trust the travesti

00:24:56.594 --> 00:24:59.722
are like the mountains of Zion

00:25:00.014 --> 00:25:01.724
which do not get shaken

00:25:02.475 --> 00:25:05.895
but remain forever

00:25:46.519 --> 00:25:49.564
"Crossroads body"

00:25:59.865 --> 00:26:02.368
"GET YOUR NUMBER"

00:26:21.053 --> 00:26:21.762
Voter ID.

00:26:47.413 --> 00:26:49.874
Are these all up-to-date documents?

00:26:49.874 --> 00:26:50.833
Yes.

00:27:16.525 --> 00:27:19.445
- What is your occupation?
- I'm a student.

00:27:32.208 --> 00:27:33.584
There's no "br", right?

00:27:44.512 --> 00:27:46.472
Are you going to change
the name and gender?

00:27:46.472 --> 00:27:47.807
Yes.

00:28:55.124 --> 00:28:56.876
You'll sign...

00:28:56.876 --> 00:29:00.504
You will initial here,
on the first page, okay?

00:29:00.755 --> 00:29:04.133
Your signature and full name here.

00:29:04.133 --> 00:29:06.427
- On the first page...?
- It's just an initial.

00:29:06.427 --> 00:29:08.095
- A signature?
- That's it.

00:29:13.017 --> 00:29:15.352
In five working days
they will send the certificate

00:29:15.478 --> 00:29:18.773
and it will be available for pick up
here with us, in Vinhedo.

00:29:18.856 --> 00:29:19.315
Alright?

00:29:19.315 --> 00:29:21.776
- Perfect! Thank you!
- There you go. Thank you!

00:29:21.776 --> 00:29:22.777
Thank you very much!

00:29:23.778 --> 00:29:24.737
Now should I go to the cashier?

00:29:42.087 --> 00:29:46.008
Advance the storm full of charge,
recharge, travesti rebellion

00:29:46.008 --> 00:29:49.345
Roars like lightning haunting
cry from the sky

00:29:49.595 --> 00:29:50.971
Trasvesti-thunder

00:29:51.138 --> 00:29:54.225
Tires and exhausts all
with her blast of wind!

00:29:54.475 --> 00:29:57.394
No chance for transphobia,
homo, lesbo, biphobia

00:29:57.394 --> 00:30:01.774
The dead-end road for rascists,
xenophobes, narcissists.

00:30:02.399 --> 00:30:06.904
The God above all flees
like a peeping bat.

00:30:06.904 --> 00:30:09.532
The God who kills
faggots and beats his wife,

00:30:09.532 --> 00:30:11.784
who shoots black men
and rapes his ex-lover.

00:30:11.784 --> 00:30:13.953
I take a razor from under my tongue.

00:30:16.163 --> 00:30:20.292
I take a razor from under my tongue.

00:30:35.349 --> 00:30:40.354
In the name of the Father, the Son,
and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

00:30:42.898 --> 00:30:44.149
That is an abomination.

00:30:44.149 --> 00:30:46.318
People, this is an abomination.

00:30:46.318 --> 00:30:49.113
How can such a thing happen?
Are they blind?

00:30:49.697 --> 00:30:52.783
Can't they see if the child is
a man or a woman?

00:30:53.576 --> 00:31:02.209
Schools are in Satan's plan.

00:31:03.252 --> 00:31:05.838
Gender ideology.

00:31:05.963 --> 00:31:08.924
The people are now beginning
to coming closer to God!

00:31:08.924 --> 00:31:11.093
Wait your time!

00:31:16.098 --> 00:31:20.853
You teenagers are the target of hell.

00:31:20.853 --> 00:31:24.064
Only those who understand what
I am going to say now will glorify!

00:31:34.033 --> 00:31:37.328
And remove from your mind
this idea that God does not kill,

00:31:37.328 --> 00:31:38.746
because God kills.

00:32:09.652 --> 00:32:11.403
There you go. Legally Jack!

00:32:11.528 --> 00:32:13.989
Yes! Nice!

00:32:14.573 --> 00:32:16.533
- Happy?
- Very happy!

00:32:17.076 --> 00:32:17.952
Finally!

00:32:18.243 --> 00:32:19.662
It took a bit of work...

00:32:20.245 --> 00:32:22.873
- But thank God it's over!
- Yes!

00:32:23.666 --> 00:32:24.583
Cool!

00:32:25.084 --> 00:32:25.668
Thank you.

00:32:25.668 --> 00:32:27.628
- You're welcome! Congratulations!
- Thank you!

00:32:27.628 --> 00:32:28.504
All the best!

00:32:31.173 --> 00:32:32.383
Oh my goodness!

00:32:34.843 --> 00:32:35.386
Here.

00:32:36.595 --> 00:32:37.763
Oh, I'm happy!

00:32:38.764 --> 00:32:39.682
So happy!

00:32:40.766 --> 00:32:45.396
It took a few years for me to be with
my right name, the right gender.

00:32:46.438 --> 00:32:47.314
That's it, huh?

00:32:47.648 --> 00:32:49.525
Eighteen years old
and I was born again.

00:32:49.775 --> 00:32:51.986
"If it hurts my existence,
then I will be resistance"

00:32:52.236 --> 00:32:54.113
That one also looks like a bar...

00:33:03.539 --> 00:33:05.332
So, there was supposed
to be a bar here...

00:33:06.083 --> 00:33:08.794
There seems to be one over there...

00:33:13.298 --> 00:33:15.134
A large bottle?
- That's it... of beer.

00:33:15.843 --> 00:33:18.554
I think we'll only be
able to take cans.

00:33:18.554 --> 00:33:21.223
A can? To take away, just cans.

00:33:21.473 --> 00:33:24.518
Can you offer a discount?
If I buy a few...

00:33:24.518 --> 00:33:25.894
No? Alright.

00:33:33.402 --> 00:33:34.903
Because dykes are all emotional...

00:33:35.654 --> 00:33:38.907
And then I started
to feel like a trans man.

00:33:39.533 --> 00:33:42.911
I thought: "Fuck! She knows
me as a girl, she likes me as a girl,

00:33:42.911 --> 00:33:45.497
she fell in love with
me seeing a girl".

00:33:45.497 --> 00:33:48.167
How am I supposed to go and say
"Hi, how are you? I'm a boy!"?

00:33:48.834 --> 00:33:51.003
But she said: "It doesn't
matter if you you are Nani,

00:33:51.003 --> 00:33:53.047
if you are Fê, if you are Felipe.

00:33:53.047 --> 00:33:57.801
No matter who you are, I fell in
love with you, I love you, and that's it!"

00:33:58.093 --> 00:34:00.095
And then she gave me my first binder.

00:34:00.095 --> 00:34:04.308
And then, like, I was very happy
and I thought "Wow, I'm really happy".

00:34:04.558 --> 00:34:07.936
It was the way she found to show
me that she accepted me and loved me.

00:34:17.196 --> 00:34:17.863
Where's Noah?

00:34:18.322 --> 00:34:19.323
They are there at...

00:34:19.323 --> 00:34:20.282
Chatting with people
- Do you wanna go over there?

00:34:21.283 --> 00:34:21.909
Do you wanna go over there?

00:34:24.203 --> 00:34:25.954
I don't know.
You guys want to go over there?

00:34:25.954 --> 00:34:27.706
- Let's go!
- Let's go!

00:34:30.334 --> 00:34:30.793
Hi!

00:34:31.085 --> 00:34:32.961
What's your name?
- Diego.

00:34:33.087 --> 00:34:34.713
Nice to meet you, I'm Fauno.
What's your name?

00:34:34.713 --> 00:34:35.214
Iago.

00:34:35.214 --> 00:34:37.174
- Diego, Jack.
- What's your zodiac sign?

00:34:37.174 --> 00:34:38.258
- Jack?!
- Capricorn.

00:34:38.258 --> 00:34:40.803
Beautiful name, seriously, I love this name!
- Capricorn? He's a Capricorn too.

00:34:40.803 --> 00:34:42.304
-What is your zodiac sign?
- Leo.

00:34:42.304 --> 00:34:44.515
Leo?! Whoa!

00:34:46.225 --> 00:34:49.436
On his birthday I secretly gave him a binder.

00:34:49.436 --> 00:34:51.522
Then his mom found out.

00:34:51.522 --> 00:34:54.399
She thought the thing was smuggled.
She thought it was illegal,

00:34:54.399 --> 00:34:55.943
that I was smuggling.
- Damn

00:34:55.943 --> 00:34:57.152
- I was, like...
- Dude...

00:34:57.152 --> 00:34:58.987
Smuggling a binder...

00:34:58.987 --> 00:35:01.615
- Binder is a fabric, for God's sake!
- It's an elastic fabric!

00:35:01.615 --> 00:35:05.244
You can go to a fabric store and buy it.
- It's a clothing accessory, guys.

00:35:06.912 --> 00:35:08.372
The level of ignorance of these moms...

00:35:08.372 --> 00:35:09.623
Do you think it'll start soon?

00:35:11.083 --> 00:35:11.667
I think so.

00:35:11.667 --> 00:35:12.334
I think it will.

00:35:12.793 --> 00:35:15.379
- Good night, everybody!
- Good night!

00:35:15.379 --> 00:35:16.421
Are you guys happy?

00:35:16.839 --> 00:35:18.173
Are you guys joyful?

00:35:18.966 --> 00:35:21.176
So let's get this ball started, babes!

00:35:22.302 --> 00:35:25.764
And now I'm calling her, the juicy one,

00:35:26.557 --> 00:35:28.142
Vênus Camélia!

00:35:38.902 --> 00:35:39.987
Victory

00:35:41.029 --> 00:35:42.197
Victory

00:35:45.033 --> 00:35:46.994
I'm walking through the fire,
I won't get burnt

00:35:46.994 --> 00:35:48.954
I'm moving through the waters,
I won't drown

00:35:48.954 --> 00:35:50.998
Against me, every macho man will retreat

00:35:50.998 --> 00:35:53.083
Travesti name has power

00:35:53.083 --> 00:35:55.294
I'm walking through the fire,
I won't get burnt

00:35:55.294 --> 00:35:57.462
I'm moving through the waters,
I won't drown

00:35:57.462 --> 00:35:59.464
Against me, every macho man will retreat

00:35:59.715 --> 00:36:01.175
Travesti name has power

00:36:01.175 --> 00:36:02.885
Applause for our juror!

00:36:12.144 --> 00:36:14.313
Marvellous! Incredible!

00:36:49.389 --> 00:36:52.434
Resplendent
Drunk with glory

00:36:52.559 --> 00:36:55.187
To the world I am indecent

00:36:55.187 --> 00:37:00.484
Apocalyptic horsewoman
Beside me, only eloquent travestis

00:37:00.484 --> 00:37:05.364
On my feet the Louboutin
burns brightly

00:37:05.364 --> 00:37:06.823
It's reteté

00:37:06.823 --> 00:37:10.619
I walk in high places, always profane

00:37:10.619 --> 00:37:13.288
Theusa, Frozen 2000, Cassie Capeta

00:37:13.288 --> 00:37:17.876
I am only because I am with my sisters

00:37:17.876 --> 00:37:20.128
May our street party celebrate!

00:37:22.047 --> 00:37:26.551
Lascivious blades
our flame is a blazing fire

00:37:26.551 --> 00:37:31.974
Around me, I feel life as
the future predicts a seer

00:37:32.516 --> 00:37:39.064
On the plateau I prophesy:
Jup do Bairro naked

00:37:39.064 --> 00:37:45.279
Taking the presidential banner

00:37:45.279 --> 00:37:51.368
Rise and shine

00:37:54.204 --> 00:38:02.796
Orne yourself of me
I need to be swept away

00:38:03.672 --> 00:38:06.758
Put the python boot on

00:38:06.758 --> 00:38:10.053
Wearing a Prada bag

00:38:10.053 --> 00:38:13.098
Versace, Yves Saint Laurent

00:38:13.098 --> 00:38:17.978
I want to wear Balenciaga

00:38:18.729 --> 00:38:22.024
Travesti in charge of the nation

00:38:22.024 --> 00:38:26.153
And we, together,
pray the plague

00:38:26.778 --> 00:38:29.573
May the macho fall

00:38:29.906 --> 00:38:35.203
And may his God transition

00:38:35.203 --> 00:38:38.332
Let aggression turn into enjoyment

00:38:38.332 --> 00:38:42.002
Release my fucking saxophone

00:39:08.612 --> 00:39:11.073
"Yes to travesty resistance!"

00:39:39.643 --> 00:39:41.686
- What's up?
- All good?

00:39:42.437 --> 00:39:44.147
Excuse me.

00:39:44.648 --> 00:39:46.733
I have an appointment
with Marcos Miguel.

00:39:48.318 --> 00:39:49.277
Right.

00:39:49.861 --> 00:39:51.405
"Deep Peeling"

00:39:51.405 --> 00:39:55.325
"The combination of
chemicals used in this peel

00:39:55.325 --> 00:39:58.328
affects both the epidermis
and the deep dermis..."

00:40:46.626 --> 00:40:49.296
What surgery do you
wish to proceed with, Jack?

00:40:49.296 --> 00:40:54.759
So, I want to know if
you do breast removal,

00:40:54.759 --> 00:40:56.303
mastectomy,

00:40:56.303 --> 00:41:00.056
but reconstructing the chest
and making it more masculine.

00:41:00.432 --> 00:41:04.769
Okay, we call it
"masculinizing mammoplasty".

00:41:04.769 --> 00:41:05.937
Is this it?
-Uhum

00:41:25.832 --> 00:41:28.335
Can I also have a copy of this document?
- Yes.

00:41:28.335 --> 00:41:29.753
Is this from your therapist?

00:41:33.757 --> 00:41:36.468
This is from my old therapist...

00:41:38.929 --> 00:41:43.183
This is the same technique
we use for gynaecomastia.

00:41:43.183 --> 00:41:48.563
That is, when there is a male patient
who has gronwn breasts,

00:41:48.939 --> 00:41:51.233
and they come here to reduce them.

00:41:51.233 --> 00:41:55.195
We proceed with the surgery as follows:

00:41:55.195 --> 00:41:58.448
we remove breast tissue

00:41:58.448 --> 00:42:00.283
and skin in that direction.

00:42:01.034 --> 00:42:05.664
So your aureole, which was
originally here, it migrates.

00:42:05.664 --> 00:42:07.499
We will have this scar line.

00:42:07.499 --> 00:42:09.918
- Uhum.
- Initially, that line stays here.

00:42:09.918 --> 00:42:13.463
The aureole was hidden here,
then it migrates and ends up here.

00:42:13.463 --> 00:42:15.799
It covers part of the scar.

00:42:15.799 --> 00:42:19.135
You notice that initially
this scar had this size

00:42:19.135 --> 00:42:22.472
but the aureole itself covers
this part of the scar up,

00:42:22.472 --> 00:42:24.349
leaving only this part visible.

00:42:24.349 --> 00:42:28.728
I really like this technique
because it makes it look more real.

00:42:29.479 --> 00:42:31.273
More normal.

00:42:34.734 --> 00:42:36.695
Well, I think that's it, right?

00:42:38.905 --> 00:42:39.823
For now, yes.

00:42:39.823 --> 00:42:41.783
Once you have...

00:42:42.242 --> 00:42:43.994
decided to operate...

00:42:44.327 --> 00:42:47.747
we'll have another consultation
to ask further questions, if necessary.

00:42:47.747 --> 00:42:50.458
We will talk about the details of aftercare.

00:42:51.084 --> 00:42:54.462
Compression gear that
you'll have to wear,

00:42:54.462 --> 00:42:55.922
medication...

00:42:55.922 --> 00:42:58.049
Before and after photos
that we have to take,

00:42:58.049 --> 00:42:59.843
to have this documented.
- Yes, yes...

00:42:59.843 --> 00:43:01.428
- Alright?
- No problem!

00:43:01.428 --> 00:43:02.345
So that's it.

00:43:02.554 --> 00:43:03.805
It's been a pleasure.
- Thank you

00:43:03.805 --> 00:43:04.639
It's my pleasure.

00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:05.599
See you soon.

00:43:06.433 --> 00:43:07.892
How long do I...

00:43:08.476 --> 00:43:12.689
How soon will I be back, more or less?
- Ah, that depends on you.

00:43:13.481 --> 00:43:15.734
Oh, I'd come back today.

00:43:23.742 --> 00:43:30.915
In the name of the Sis, the Sis,
the Sis and the Sis.

00:43:32.667 --> 00:43:37.172
Exaltation of Inanna,
mother of all travestis.

00:43:41.718 --> 00:43:49.017
Great lady, holy sister
Travesti splendour shines,

00:43:49.017 --> 00:43:56.274
beloved of the zone, amazon,
opulence abundant money, ostentatious

00:43:56.274 --> 00:43:59.944
shining breasts rare expensive jewels.

00:43:59.944 --> 00:44:05.158
Who doesn't love a good tiara, crown?
The one that doesn't dress us up for nothing

00:44:06.034 --> 00:44:10.205
Holy poc, faggot, transcendental.

00:44:10.664 --> 00:44:14.334
Witch, priestess, divine conqueror.

00:44:14.334 --> 00:44:17.587
Mistress of the divine powers,
mistress of every fucking thing,

00:44:17.587 --> 00:44:20.757
like a dragon, a serpent,
poison in running water

00:44:20.757 --> 00:44:25.637
in the earth, in the polluted
soil sowing her seed...

00:44:26.721 --> 00:44:27.514
of love.

00:44:28.306 --> 00:44:31.476
No contaminated root shall survive.

00:44:31.851 --> 00:44:34.354
No radioactive bud shall bloom,

00:44:34.354 --> 00:44:38.566
it shall not sprout, It shall not
arise this hateful foaming sap...

00:44:38.566 --> 00:44:42.237
Gross, hateful, disgusting sap,
thick purulent drool,

00:44:42.237 --> 00:44:46.825
dissipate this violent hetero jouissance
with your thunder, Inanna!

00:44:46.825 --> 00:44:51.538
Beside Cur, god of the heavens
and of thunder, of storms...

00:44:52.664 --> 00:44:54.833
Powers of heaven and earth.

00:44:54.833 --> 00:44:59.212
Water, typhoon, powerful,
greatness of heaven and earth

00:44:59.212 --> 00:45:03.383
Inanna, Lady of the travestis,

00:45:03.717 --> 00:45:05.927
those fascists are yours!

00:45:15.854 --> 00:45:20.734
I declare the 65th
ordinary assembly open.

00:45:20.734 --> 00:45:22.485
This is a motion, Mr President,

00:45:22.485 --> 00:45:25.238
which protests to the
Public Ministry of Education

00:45:25.238 --> 00:45:29.743
over the insertion of a
gender-ideology-thematic question,

00:45:29.743 --> 00:45:33.747
through the thinking of
Simone de Beauvoir,

00:45:33.747 --> 00:45:35.874
in the 2015 university entrance exam.

00:45:35.874 --> 00:45:37.333
Just look at the question:

00:45:37.333 --> 00:45:40.503
"One is not born, but rather
becomes, a woman".

00:45:41.004 --> 00:45:43.798
This is an insult
to Brazilian society!

00:45:43.798 --> 00:45:45.967
This is an ideology right here!

00:45:45.967 --> 00:45:48.595
I respect those who think this way,
but the reality is not like that.

00:45:48.595 --> 00:45:50.305
Yes, you are born a woman!

00:45:50.597 --> 00:45:54.017
This concept that a man
and a woman make a child,

00:45:54.017 --> 00:45:56.227
means their child is a
man or a woman as well!

00:45:56.811 --> 00:45:58.396
Because it was God who created us.

00:45:58.396 --> 00:46:01.024
Because He knows that,
since before you were born.

00:46:01.483 --> 00:46:03.485
If that was God's will,

00:46:04.068 --> 00:46:07.363
He would have made Adam
with two genital organs.

00:46:07.864 --> 00:46:09.574
He would not have
needed to create women.

00:46:10.575 --> 00:46:13.536
Now they come up
with this philosophy,

00:46:13.536 --> 00:46:16.372
and they believe they can
impose it to Brazilian society,

00:46:16.372 --> 00:46:19.626
knowing that Brazilian society
has Christian traditions.

00:46:20.251 --> 00:46:24.339
I have the right to disagree
with gender ideology.

00:46:24.339 --> 00:46:25.673
It is a right that I have.

00:46:26.257 --> 00:46:29.469
The vast majority are in
favor of the law of nature!

00:46:30.053 --> 00:46:32.055
I don't even care!

00:46:32.055 --> 00:46:39.062
I want to say that I do not accept this
marriage between a man and a man, people!

00:46:39.062 --> 00:46:40.605
Between a woman and a woman!

00:46:40.605 --> 00:46:42.315
I can't accept that!

00:46:48.988 --> 00:46:52.158
"City Council - Plenary"

00:46:52.992 --> 00:46:59.207
"Cisnormativity is a commitment to a lie"

00:47:13.638 --> 00:47:15.598
No, I don't drive.

00:47:16.516 --> 00:47:18.768
Me with a beer, driving!

00:47:24.524 --> 00:47:25.817
It fell.

00:47:25.817 --> 00:47:27.986
- I think she thought
he was the driver.

00:47:28.528 --> 00:47:29.988
No, no...

00:47:29.988 --> 00:47:32.699
If I were a driver I would be
a very irresponsible one...

00:47:33.032 --> 00:47:38.454
Does anyone have R$5 to donate
to the "House Without Prejudice"? R$5!

00:47:38.454 --> 00:47:40.415
R$5!

00:47:40.415 --> 00:47:42.417
Who the hell's got R$5 over there?!

00:47:47.297 --> 00:47:49.424
Can you get my cigarette
over there, please?

00:47:50.925 --> 00:47:51.926
Thanks!

00:48:05.732 --> 00:48:08.484
It's all very well done!

00:48:09.903 --> 00:48:12.113
This is crazy!

00:48:20.955 --> 00:48:28.212
It is with great joy that we begin our
Open Plenary with some considerations.

00:48:28.212 --> 00:48:31.507
I think this is an exercise
that we have to do as activists.

00:48:32.091 --> 00:48:37.263
There is a difference, for example,
between adversary and enemy.

00:48:37.263 --> 00:48:39.057
The adversary disagrees with us.

00:48:39.057 --> 00:48:43.186
The enemy is the one
who wants us not to exist.

00:48:43.519 --> 00:48:47.857
And that non-existence,
it goes two ways. Or more.

00:48:47.857 --> 00:48:49.359
But I'm going to talk
about two basic ones.

00:48:49.359 --> 00:48:53.613
One is not existing physically, it's killing.

00:48:53.863 --> 00:48:56.783
And I think we know our reality,
the number of people who are killed.

00:48:56.783 --> 00:48:58.409
The other way is to kill our souls:

00:48:59.035 --> 00:49:02.413
"Oh, you can be gay,
but keep it indoors"...

00:49:03.289 --> 00:49:06.542
"Ah, two boys, two girls holding
hands, kissing? How awful!".

00:49:06.542 --> 00:49:08.378
That is killing us too.

00:49:08.378 --> 00:49:12.173
Postmodernity says that the
identity struggle ends in itself.

00:49:12.173 --> 00:49:18.888
So: I am an LGBT activist, and so
my only job is to fight LGBTphobia.

00:49:18.888 --> 00:49:21.683
Postmodernity thinks that
the struggle against oppressions

00:49:21.683 --> 00:49:23.935
can take place within
the terrain of capitalism.

00:49:24.644 --> 00:49:26.354
But that's not quite true.

00:49:26.688 --> 00:49:31.943
Representativity without
a goal is useless.

00:49:32.193 --> 00:49:34.988
This is the greatest
challenge of activism.

00:49:34.988 --> 00:49:38.282
Because representativity matters.
It matters a lot.

00:49:38.282 --> 00:49:40.743
I want to have a very
advanced programme

00:49:40.743 --> 00:49:44.372
on LGBT rights and I want
LGBT people to advocate for it.

00:49:44.372 --> 00:49:47.041
But when you have people
who are the same as us

00:49:47.041 --> 00:49:49.627
but who don't have our
convictions towards social change,

00:49:49.627 --> 00:49:52.213
they are usually much more
helpful to the other side.

00:49:52.547 --> 00:49:54.882
And I believe that the
message we bring

00:49:54.882 --> 00:49:59.303
is that in order to transgress the system
you need to be organized.

00:50:03.891 --> 00:50:09.897
I would like to call Jack Celeste,
Fauno Vaz and Victoria Aisha.

00:50:10.523 --> 00:50:13.359
Vicky is going to perform now,

00:50:13.359 --> 00:50:16.529
and then we'll hear
the opening speeches.

00:50:16.529 --> 00:50:20.074
Macho society, we are
witnessing your slaughter

00:50:20.074 --> 00:50:22.452
Prejudice and hatred
that never ends,

00:50:22.452 --> 00:50:25.455
Mocking my existence
Killing us incoherently

00:50:25.455 --> 00:50:27.623
Black travesti who re-exists

00:50:27.623 --> 00:50:30.501
I'm one more from the slums,
a warrior who won't give up

00:50:30.501 --> 00:50:34.756
The genocide of women travestis
and transsexuals only increases

00:50:34.756 --> 00:50:36.424
We have no support
and no assistance

00:50:36.549 --> 00:50:37.759
Prejudice that kills

00:50:37.759 --> 00:50:39.594
Corrupt system, an absurdity

00:50:39.594 --> 00:50:44.223
Dandara, Cotonete and many
others brutally murdered

00:50:44.265 --> 00:50:46.768
It's very clear why I walk
down the street frightened

00:50:46.768 --> 00:50:50.188
My identity is an illusion
To the eyes of these senseless men

00:50:50.188 --> 00:50:52.231
The same ones whose desire comes,

00:50:52.231 --> 00:50:54.692
when they see me on the street
naked or almost nude

00:50:54.692 --> 00:50:56.194
My despair comes too

00:50:56.194 --> 00:50:58.362
The car stops and one gets in

00:50:58.362 --> 00:51:01.074
Soon their desire is over
the price does not please

00:51:01.074 --> 00:51:03.367
Inherent rebellion violent remorse

00:51:03.367 --> 00:51:06.746
He hits me and I run away with no right
To the lonely avenue

00:51:06.746 --> 00:51:08.372
Waiting for one more

00:51:08.372 --> 00:51:10.124
One more - cover the childrens' ears -

00:51:10.124 --> 00:51:12.043
One more one more asshole

00:51:12.043 --> 00:51:15.254
Whose cock gets hard in his pants
when he sees me in the street.

00:51:22.053 --> 00:51:24.514
First of all I want to thank...

00:51:25.306 --> 00:51:26.474
your courage.

00:51:26.474 --> 00:51:30.436
One has to be very brave

00:51:31.604 --> 00:51:38.194
to be at the head of this first core
of the National LGBT Union

00:51:38.194 --> 00:51:40.238
in the city of Campinas.

00:51:40.238 --> 00:51:45.701
It is a great joy for me to
count on a youth directory

00:51:45.701 --> 00:51:52.625
that will be thought and organized by two
trans boys from the city of Campinas.

00:51:52.625 --> 00:51:57.463
I want a huge round of applause
for these beautiful cuntboys,

00:51:57.463 --> 00:52:03.594
who are on it with a great deal of
enthusiasm to really reclaim their spaces.

00:52:04.095 --> 00:52:11.727
It is very good to know that this core
is beginning already with body equality.

00:52:12.979 --> 00:52:16.274
Come on, guys! You must stay here
in the centre, not in the corners!

00:52:21.154 --> 00:52:29.412
The UNA, the UNA, the UNA is to fight!
To fight for more rights and freedom to love!

00:52:29.829 --> 00:52:31.664
"Respect me"

00:53:31.557 --> 00:53:33.392
Hi! What's up?

00:53:33.392 --> 00:53:35.144
I'm good, and you?

00:53:35.436 --> 00:53:36.854
Are you locked down?

00:53:37.355 --> 00:53:38.522
Yes, I am...

00:53:39.023 --> 00:53:41.442
And did you leave São Paulo
because of the lockdown?

00:53:41.442 --> 00:53:44.946
It was right that weekend
when this thing started, like...

00:53:45.529 --> 00:53:47.073
not leaving the house,

00:53:47.073 --> 00:53:48.824
and so I ended up staying
at home until now.

00:53:49.075 --> 00:53:50.993
So I've been here since then...

00:53:50.993 --> 00:53:53.329
Got it. Where were you moving to?

00:53:53.329 --> 00:53:54.664
To...

00:53:55.164 --> 00:54:00.795
I was gonna share a flat with three people
there in São Paulo, near the university...

00:54:01.545 --> 00:54:04.799
Are you guys getting on well together,
or is it difficult?

00:54:04.799 --> 00:54:06.092
It's better, it's better.

00:54:06.092 --> 00:54:09.345
It's better? It's okay, like,
being together 24 hours a day,

00:54:09.345 --> 00:54:11.305
without being able to go out?
- Yes, yes.

00:54:11.305 --> 00:54:16.477
And he is also working
more with the UNA as well.

00:54:16.477 --> 00:54:19.772
We operate in different spaces.

00:54:19.772 --> 00:54:21.274
Ah, what are you doing at the UNA?

00:54:22.358 --> 00:54:25.194
So, for the moment,

00:54:25.903 --> 00:54:30.616
I'm more into the social media...

00:54:30.616 --> 00:54:40.876
But Fauno, Alice, Fabrício and Vicky are
working together to donate basic food parcels

00:54:41.127 --> 00:54:43.629
for people who can't afford it. So...

00:54:45.798 --> 00:54:48.134
Can I ask you something
that you may not know?

00:54:48.134 --> 00:54:50.386
But anyway, it came to mind now...
- You can ask.

00:54:51.762 --> 00:54:53.889
About transitioning,
that sort of thing.

00:54:54.473 --> 00:54:56.309
Do you...

00:54:56.684 --> 00:54:58.477
When your voice began to drop,

00:54:58.477 --> 00:55:02.481
did you have an issue
where your voice came out

00:55:02.481 --> 00:55:04.275
higher than it could?

00:55:04.275 --> 00:55:07.403
I mean, that you could make your voice lower,
but you never remembered to do it...

00:55:07.403 --> 00:55:08.612
Because I have that problem.

00:55:08.612 --> 00:55:11.574
Like, I think my voice
can get lower than that.

00:55:11.574 --> 00:55:14.368
Now I'm sort of remembering to lower it down a bit,
but when I'm talking distractedly,

00:55:14.368 --> 00:55:16.037
my voice gets, like, really high-pitched!
- Yes, I know!

00:55:16.037 --> 00:55:18.205
And I get very angry,
because I don't like it.

00:55:18.205 --> 00:55:20.207
Because it wasn't supposed to be like this...
- Yes...

00:55:20.207 --> 00:55:22.877
Like, I'm taking this thing
precisely so that I won't do that.

00:55:23.544 --> 00:55:26.547
Yes, yes. It'll get better later on,
in about...

00:55:26.547 --> 00:55:28.257
How many months have you been on it?

00:55:28.257 --> 00:55:30.134
Man, It's been almost eleven months!

00:55:30.426 --> 00:55:31.552
Eleven?!

00:55:32.303 --> 00:55:34.889
I started on May 24 last year.

00:55:36.057 --> 00:55:37.516
And now it's already April.

00:55:38.726 --> 00:55:40.811
On the 24th it's gonna be eleven months!

00:55:41.395 --> 00:55:43.356
Wow, I'm stuck in time!

00:55:44.565 --> 00:55:46.484
Yes, it's gone by very fast,
it doesn't even feel like it.

00:55:46.984 --> 00:55:51.447
So now I am taking...
1.5 ml every three weeks.

00:55:51.864 --> 00:55:53.949
Then I have a T vile,
which I'll use next week

00:55:54.784 --> 00:55:57.578
or the next, I don't remember,

00:55:58.454 --> 00:56:00.748
and then I'll have to manage
to get another prescription.

00:56:00.748 --> 00:56:03.334
But, I don't know, maybe I'll have
to go to the Gender Clinic.

00:56:04.377 --> 00:56:06.462
Got it.
- I don't know how that's going to be.

00:56:07.254 --> 00:56:08.923
Wear a mask!

00:56:19.934 --> 00:56:21.519
Hello, anybody there?

00:56:21.519 --> 00:56:24.355
Are we all going inside? Isn't it better if
we put everything in the car already?

00:56:24.355 --> 00:56:26.357
So, we haven't started to set up yet.

00:56:26.357 --> 00:56:28.692
- What?
- We haven't started setting up the meals yet.

00:56:31.028 --> 00:56:33.447
I think I've never been to the
House Without Prejudice.

00:56:34.115 --> 00:56:36.033
I've never been...
- Neither have I.

00:56:37.326 --> 00:56:40.204
- They have a trans dog.
- Really?

00:56:40.913 --> 00:56:42.415
What is it called?

00:56:42.415 --> 00:56:44.625
I don't know.
But I actually think it's a cat,

00:56:44.625 --> 00:56:46.335
I guess it's a bit different.

00:56:47.336 --> 00:56:49.255
It identifies as a bird.

00:56:50.756 --> 00:56:57.596
Come see the sun, my darling

00:56:58.013 --> 00:57:01.559
which rises in the gentle morning

00:57:01.559 --> 00:57:07.815
Burning my whole body,
glowing in the indigo blue,

00:57:07.815 --> 00:57:13.279
bringing all this flavour of life...

00:57:34.008 --> 00:57:39.763
Come see the sun, my darling

00:57:41.849 --> 00:57:45.352
which rises in the gentle morning

00:57:45.352 --> 00:57:52.693
Burning my whole body,
glowing in the indigo blue,

00:57:52.693 --> 00:57:57.823
bringing all this flavour of life...

00:58:03.704 --> 00:58:10.753
Ah, I wish I could burn in your bed

00:58:11.462 --> 00:58:14.173
Burning with fever

00:58:14.173 --> 00:58:17.676
My body knows what it asks

00:58:32.024 --> 00:58:38.072
And come another day so we can dance

00:58:39.323 --> 00:58:46.497
While these reactionary and
rude people learn to love

00:58:49.083 --> 00:58:55.172
Let the sun shine again

00:58:57.967 --> 00:59:00.219
What's up, guys?

00:59:00.553 --> 00:59:02.054
I'm alive...

00:59:02.763 --> 00:59:04.557
It's so cold, isn't it, guys?

00:59:04.557 --> 00:59:05.683
Hi there!

00:59:05.683 --> 00:59:07.142
Happy pride day to us!

00:59:07.142 --> 00:59:09.853
- To everyone, right?!
- We're together!

00:59:10.312 --> 00:59:12.064
But is everything okay?
Is everything alright?

00:59:12.064 --> 00:59:15.067
- Yeah! Always running around!
- You should have called me to help you!

00:59:15.067 --> 00:59:16.944
But Dani made the food!

00:59:16.944 --> 00:59:18.696
Yeah, when it's time
to do that thing...

00:59:18.779 --> 00:59:20.155
- Gusmão?
- Yes, Dani Gusmão.

00:59:20.155 --> 00:59:24.118
I did only the delivery.
She made the food. What?

00:59:24.118 --> 00:59:27.454
When it's time to do the lunch
delivery thing, call us to help.

00:59:27.454 --> 00:59:29.456
- It's a deal!
- We are doing nothing around here...

00:59:29.456 --> 00:59:31.125
- Yeah, I'm doing nothing!
- Awesome!

00:59:31.125 --> 00:59:32.418
I'm going to call you for real, then!

00:59:32.418 --> 00:59:34.003
-Yeah! Bye, bye!

00:59:34.003 --> 00:59:35.588
Kisses, guys.
- See you later!

00:59:44.263 --> 00:59:46.432
I'm not a great make-up artist...

00:59:50.352 --> 00:59:52.146
Not sure if I like this lipstick...

00:59:53.355 --> 00:59:55.316
Stabilization is activated...

00:59:55.899 --> 00:59:58.319
I don't know if it's the
stabilization that does this...

00:59:58.902 --> 00:59:59.903
Have you noticed?

00:59:59.903 --> 01:00:02.114
- It keeps adjusting the focus...
- It keeps adjusting it all the time.

01:00:02.114 --> 01:00:04.783
I noticed it, but I'm slightly
careless with my aesthetics,

01:00:05.075 --> 01:00:08.537
so I didn't really care.
I thought: "my fans won't care,

01:00:08.537 --> 01:00:10.789
because I don't even have many..."
- Got it.

01:00:10.789 --> 01:00:13.959
Those who are my fans
like me for other reasons.

01:00:13.959 --> 01:00:15.419
I'm cool...

01:00:19.423 --> 01:00:20.466
I'll let you know on five, right?

01:00:21.383 --> 01:00:23.052
That's it. And on three too.

01:00:24.595 --> 01:00:27.598
Good morning, good afternoon,
good evening, good night!

01:00:27.598 --> 01:00:29.099
Have you missed me?

01:00:29.433 --> 01:00:32.269
If so, that's good!
If not, just lie, OK?

01:00:33.062 --> 01:00:36.857
We're back with Travesti Witchcraft,
with our weekly predictions.

01:00:36.857 --> 01:00:39.693
It was a pretty tense week
actually, wasn't it?

01:00:39.693 --> 01:00:44.615
On Friday Venus will be squaring Mars.

01:00:44.615 --> 01:00:48.494
and Saturday will make you
want to go out and fuck.

01:00:48.494 --> 01:00:50.829
"Fuck the security protocol,
I'm going out,

01:00:50.829 --> 01:00:52.623
I'm going to fuck,
I'm going to sit on that dick".

01:00:52.623 --> 01:00:55.334
It's that desire to go
out and have fun. Anyway...

01:00:55.584 --> 01:00:58.754
The erotic is horniness
with urgency for action.

01:00:58.754 --> 01:01:02.925
Mars is your inner warrior.
And Venus is your inner slut.

01:01:02.925 --> 01:01:04.343
The two keep fighting:

01:01:04.343 --> 01:01:06.762
Like: "Go fuck, sis,
you're too stressed out!"

01:01:06.762 --> 01:01:09.807
You know that energy that you... Urgh!

01:01:10.182 --> 01:01:15.854
So, the two squaring off brings a
very strong will to "fuck off".

01:01:15.854 --> 01:01:17.523
But, hold on.

01:01:18.023 --> 01:01:22.194
Because sometimes we believe
that we can confront everybody...

01:01:22.194 --> 01:01:24.571
And then, as soon as we get the
first slap in the face we cry out:

01:01:24.571 --> 01:01:27.825
"Oh, I didn't deserve that..."

01:01:27.825 --> 01:01:30.244
And you did deserve it,
you know you did.

01:01:30.327 --> 01:01:32.996
So sometimes we have
this vibe of confrontation,

01:01:32.996 --> 01:01:34.498
we want to confront God,

01:01:34.498 --> 01:01:37.835
we want to confront the Church,
Capitalism, the hetero-cis-white man...

01:01:37.835 --> 01:01:39.336
We want to confront everything!

01:01:39.336 --> 01:01:42.548
Then, at the first fall we take,
we see that we have anxiety,

01:01:42.548 --> 01:01:46.343
generalized anxiety disorder,
post-traumatic stress, depression...

01:01:46.343 --> 01:01:48.554
Because we're not doing
well in the lockdown.

01:01:48.804 --> 01:01:52.307
We can't pretend that the world
is the same as it once was.

01:01:52.307 --> 01:01:56.103
All the plans you had with your career,
with your family, with your friendships,

01:01:56.103 --> 01:01:57.771
with your dreams, with your college...

01:01:59.022 --> 01:02:01.316
Everything sucks, right?
Let's be honest.

01:02:01.817 --> 01:02:02.901
It's shit, isn't it?

01:02:03.026 --> 01:02:04.236
So, let's be careful.

01:02:04.236 --> 01:02:06.697
This desire to throw rocks at everything,
I have it too.

01:02:06.697 --> 01:02:08.073
I have this desire right now.

01:02:09.116 --> 01:02:12.035
But sometimes you have to know
who to throw the rocks at.

01:02:12.035 --> 01:02:13.996
Sometimes the question is not whether
to throw the rock or not,

01:02:13.996 --> 01:02:17.958
but to know at whom, or what, or where,
or when to throw this rock.

01:02:17.958 --> 01:02:19.585
OK? Keep the tip!

01:02:19.585 --> 01:02:21.211
Kisses from your travesti aunt.

01:02:24.631 --> 01:02:25.924
It's done!

01:02:26.884 --> 01:02:27.843
Oh, my back!

01:02:28.719 --> 01:02:29.553
Was it good?

01:02:30.053 --> 01:02:30.804
It was chic!

01:02:30.804 --> 01:02:31.972
It was chic...

01:02:32.306 --> 01:02:33.307
I had to hold back from laughing!

01:02:33.807 --> 01:02:35.225
And that light was good too...

01:02:35.559 --> 01:02:38.187
But, wow, that's the face
of someone who has lived.

01:02:39.855 --> 01:02:42.316
- Of one who has lived a battle...
- Who has lived..

01:02:42.316 --> 01:02:45.903
- How is it? "I have seen, lived and won".
- "I have seen, lived and won".

01:02:46.695 --> 01:02:47.946
But you look cute.

01:02:48.322 --> 01:02:50.324
I'm cute, but I look long-lived.

01:02:52.075 --> 01:02:53.994
We became very good friends on MSN...

01:02:54.453 --> 01:02:56.538
And one day we were in a bad mood...

01:02:56.538 --> 01:02:58.207
and I don't know how it came up...

01:02:58.207 --> 01:03:00.375
there was a BuzzFeed
test at the time,

01:03:00.375 --> 01:03:01.794
which wasn't BuzzFeed yet,
which was called:

01:03:02.169 --> 01:03:03.629
"Are you transgender?"

01:03:04.213 --> 01:03:06.632
And we were like:
"Ha ha ha, let's do this test!"

01:03:06.632 --> 01:03:07.966
"Let's make some fun of it!"

01:03:09.092 --> 01:03:10.093
We are...

01:03:10.093 --> 01:03:13.597
And it turned out that
we were transgender!

01:03:14.014 --> 01:03:18.644
The acronym was LGBTTT, three Ts

01:03:18.685 --> 01:03:21.104
Which was travesti,
transsexual and transgender.

01:03:21.688 --> 01:03:25.192
And do you know what Google's definition
of transgender was at the time?

01:03:25.734 --> 01:03:29.571
Transgender was the person who
was of the other gender on the inside

01:03:29.571 --> 01:03:33.075
but they didn't make a
point of externalising it.

01:03:34.076 --> 01:03:35.327
Then we thought: "that's us".

01:03:35.327 --> 01:03:36.662
"Closeted, it's us!"

01:03:36.662 --> 01:03:39.623
"I don't need to, can you imagine,
me becoming a travesti?"

01:03:39.623 --> 01:03:41.583
"I've wanted to,
I don't want to anymore!"

01:03:41.834 --> 01:03:45.963
I live with you, I work with you,
I do witchcraft with you...

01:03:45.963 --> 01:03:46.713
Right?

01:03:46.713 --> 01:03:48.632
We only don't have sex
because he doesn't want to.

01:03:52.344 --> 01:03:53.595
I've tried many times!

01:03:54.513 --> 01:03:55.973
Girl, don't expose me like that!

01:03:57.808 --> 01:03:59.768
- "I'm gay, babe..."
- That's it!

01:04:02.229 --> 01:04:06.066
- You're just the colour of your shirt!
- Oh, you're ridiculous!

01:04:06.608 --> 01:04:09.987
"The power belongs to the travestis"

01:04:15.534 --> 01:04:17.244
What's in there, Noah? Why is it open?

01:04:20.122 --> 01:04:23.417
This is my testosterone box,
it comes with three vials.

01:04:24.084 --> 01:04:26.503
I was taking it, but I decided to stop

01:04:26.503 --> 01:04:27.546
and there's one left...

01:04:28.255 --> 01:04:33.176
So I decided to give it to Jack,
because he takes it continuously.

01:04:33.802 --> 01:04:37.514
And he and Rafa helped me
out a lot two or three times.

01:04:37.514 --> 01:04:42.185
When I had a problem
with the vile itself,

01:04:42.185 --> 01:04:44.438
or with the prescription, something
like that, they helped me out.

01:04:44.438 --> 01:04:47.816
So it's also kind of a way
of returning the favor...

01:04:51.403 --> 01:04:54.197
And why have you stopped
taking testosterone?

01:04:55.699 --> 01:04:59.953
Because I have decided
that I am already satisfied

01:04:59.953 --> 01:05:02.956
and I don't want to take it forever,

01:05:02.956 --> 01:05:05.334
I don't want more changes
than I already have...

01:05:06.335 --> 01:05:10.297
Anyway, it did for me what it had to do,
and so I decided to stop.

01:05:11.173 --> 01:05:11.924
Pretty much that.

01:05:12.424 --> 01:05:13.842
" Male/female: what do I have
to do with it? Enby was here"

01:05:14.134 --> 01:05:17.804
Because, after all, I'm not a trans man, right?
I am a non-binary person.

01:05:17.804 --> 01:05:23.101
I just wanted to change a bit,
so as not to...

01:05:23.393 --> 01:05:28.023
To be more comfortable
with myself and not get so...

01:05:28.857 --> 01:05:31.568
I didn't want people to see
me all the time as a woman,

01:05:31.568 --> 01:05:32.986
because that bothered me a lot...

01:05:34.613 --> 01:05:37.783
Anyway, I discovered that in fact
there is no such thing as passing for me,

01:05:37.908 --> 01:05:43.497
because socially I don't exist, so the
most I can do is look a bit weird.

01:05:45.457 --> 01:05:52.339
And what would work best for me,
what is possible at the moment,

01:05:52.339 --> 01:05:53.799
is for people to look at me and say:

01:05:53.799 --> 01:05:56.385
" Wow, there's something going on
with this person's gender.

01:05:56.385 --> 01:05:58.428
I don't know what it is,
but something's a bit weird".

01:05:59.137 --> 01:05:59.972
And that's it.

01:05:59.972 --> 01:06:02.474
I think that for me...
I think I've achieved that and it's...

01:06:04.017 --> 01:06:06.895
it's the closest I will ever get to
passing, so that's it.

01:06:08.438 --> 01:06:09.398
Jack!

01:06:20.492 --> 01:06:21.284
I heard a noise.

01:06:29.167 --> 01:06:30.043
Ah, there you are!

01:06:30.335 --> 01:06:31.837
Hello!
- Hi, how are you?

01:06:31.837 --> 01:06:34.297
Ah, hugs aren't allowed, right?
- It's not allowed...

01:06:34.798 --> 01:06:35.298
Okay...

01:06:35.298 --> 01:06:38.635
- Can I throw alcohol on the sole of your shoe?
- Yes, you can!

01:06:38.844 --> 01:06:40.095
Okay...

01:07:07.873 --> 01:07:10.542
How much time a day
do you spend working, generally?

01:07:11.543 --> 01:07:12.878
Good afternoon, Jonatan?

01:07:28.226 --> 01:07:28.935
You can talk...

01:07:29.144 --> 01:07:30.353
- Huh?
- You can talk...

01:07:30.729 --> 01:07:33.648
I was going to ask how long
you do this a day, more or less....

01:07:35.484 --> 01:07:37.527
Eight hours working like this.

01:07:38.862 --> 01:07:40.864
Wow, you spend eight
hours calling people?

01:07:41.698 --> 01:07:45.243
Sometimes I drink coffee
and I get more energetic...

01:07:45.243 --> 01:07:45.869
Uhum.

01:07:45.994 --> 01:07:50.373
But today I'm pretty crap, you know?

01:07:51.875 --> 01:07:52.793
Each day is a different day...

01:07:53.293 --> 01:07:55.837
But, gosh, that seems exhausting.
- Yeah...

01:08:00.675 --> 01:08:02.052
Good afternoon. Tiago?

01:08:03.929 --> 01:08:04.554
Hello?

01:08:06.473 --> 01:08:07.224
Hello?

01:08:21.613 --> 01:08:23.198
But hey Jack, I miss you!

01:08:23.198 --> 01:08:25.659
Whenever I'm talking to Dek,
we remember when we used to hang out,

01:08:25.659 --> 01:08:27.077
and we say: "Oh, how I miss Jack!"

01:08:27.077 --> 01:08:28.954
And we echoed, "Yeah, I miss Jack..."

01:08:33.875 --> 01:08:35.252
I miss you guys too.

01:08:38.296 --> 01:08:40.674
I just don't text very often,
because I don't...

01:08:41.049 --> 01:08:43.009
- I totally understand...
- I have this blockage with texting...

01:08:43.093 --> 01:08:44.344
Don't worry about that!

01:08:49.015 --> 01:08:51.184
Now the pandemic
is kind of fucked up...

01:08:51.184 --> 01:08:55.313
- I don't know what colour it is now, purple or red...
- Yeah, it must be...

01:08:56.565 --> 01:08:59.234
Good afternoon,
I would like to speak to Carolina.

01:09:02.154 --> 01:09:05.615
And the Cinema Package,
it costs R$70 a month.

01:09:06.032 --> 01:09:08.702
So you'll get more content
from films, series...

01:09:08.702 --> 01:09:11.955
You''ll have all the channels
and also two platforms.

01:09:13.123 --> 01:09:15.792
Then I just need to confirm some information for...

01:09:18.879 --> 01:09:20.005
The system is glitching a lot.

01:09:21.798 --> 01:09:26.303
I only had time to go to the opening...
freshman year reception...

01:09:28.221 --> 01:09:30.849
It's been a year, more or less,
a year and a bit.

01:09:31.433 --> 01:09:33.476
Last time I had my hopes high, and...

01:09:35.437 --> 01:09:36.813
Yeah, that's it.

01:09:38.106 --> 01:09:39.733
It makes like...

01:09:40.442 --> 01:09:43.904
It makes you feel weak, like...
You don't even want to...

01:09:44.654 --> 01:09:49.117
Right now everybody just wants
to exist as nothing, just waiting, right?

01:09:49.284 --> 01:09:51.119
Everything sucks.

01:09:51.453 --> 01:09:53.747
It sucks enough that you
can't leave your house,

01:09:53.747 --> 01:09:55.916
you can't see your friends,
you live in fear and so on.

01:09:55.916 --> 01:09:58.877
Everybody's fucked up with money,
with everything, with life...

01:09:59.586 --> 01:10:01.087
And on top of that... like,

01:10:01.546 --> 01:10:04.174
This is because of the government...

01:10:04.174 --> 01:10:06.134
because of assholes in the government,

01:10:06.134 --> 01:10:09.012
but we can't do what we usually do,

01:10:09.012 --> 01:10:11.306
which is get out on
the streets and protest...

01:10:11.473 --> 01:10:12.182
So, like...

01:10:13.183 --> 01:10:14.226
One doesn't know what to do.

01:10:15.143 --> 01:10:19.439
"The cistem is glitching"

01:10:36.498 --> 01:10:38.458
There are some questions
that the system asks...

01:10:38.458 --> 01:10:39.334
Sex?

01:10:39.542 --> 01:10:41.962
Male.

01:10:42.045 --> 01:10:42.504
Ok.

01:10:44.339 --> 01:10:45.423
What is your race?

01:10:45.423 --> 01:10:46.049
White.

01:10:51.513 --> 01:10:53.974
And then you bring it
for the second dose as well.

01:10:53.974 --> 01:10:55.183
Is that good?
- All right, then.

01:10:55.433 --> 01:10:57.143
Thank you.
- Thank you. Have a nice afternoon!

01:10:57.143 --> 01:10:57.894
Thank you!

01:11:01.106 --> 01:11:04.359
- Hi, good afternoon.
- Hi. Sit down, please.

01:11:11.533 --> 01:11:13.868
Stay calm, relax. Okay?

01:11:14.369 --> 01:11:15.704
It's just a little pinch.

01:11:19.374 --> 01:11:20.208
Hold this.

01:11:20.333 --> 01:11:22.168
Look, the syringe is empty, OK?

01:11:28.925 --> 01:11:31.886
The next dose will be on the 24th,

01:11:31.886 --> 01:11:35.265
- at 4:35 pm, okay?
- That's good.

01:11:35.265 --> 01:11:37.183
- Thank you!
- You're welcome, all the best.

01:11:37.183 --> 01:11:38.685
- Have a nice afternoon.
- Thank you.

01:11:50.405 --> 01:11:52.907
"Who is allowed to dream?"

01:11:55.327 --> 01:11:58.747
We do not deserve to survive

01:11:59.497 --> 01:12:01.124
We deserve to triumph

01:12:02.625 --> 01:12:06.588
We deserve a place of our own, Inanna

01:12:26.274 --> 01:12:27.859
Protect my sisters,

01:12:29.194 --> 01:12:31.613
Protect trans men, travestis...

01:12:33.573 --> 01:12:37.243
In this war that we
did not choose to fight.

01:12:55.762 --> 01:12:57.514
But the times are calling

01:13:00.809 --> 01:13:04.813
Inanna, goddess of love and sex,
but also goddess of war,

01:13:05.939 --> 01:13:07.816
It's time to go to war,

01:13:08.441 --> 01:13:10.568
It's time to strike back.

01:13:11.444 --> 01:13:16.991
Bolsonaro out! Bolsonaro out!

01:13:19.202 --> 01:13:20.912
May the macho fall!

01:13:22.497 --> 01:13:25.583
The traviarchy is about to begin.

01:13:43.226 --> 01:13:45.854
So start by telling us what
day it is today. Do you know?

01:13:46.563 --> 01:13:49.983
August 27, 2021.

01:13:51.901 --> 01:13:54.904
So, five years since
we first filmed you.

01:13:55.196 --> 01:13:55.947
Oh, yeah?

01:13:56.656 --> 01:13:57.615
Quite a long time.

01:13:59.784 --> 01:14:01.953
In the first interview
we did with you...

01:14:02.787 --> 01:14:06.082
Julio asked how you imagined
yourself in ten years.

01:14:07.292 --> 01:14:08.501
- Do you remember?
- Yes, I do.

01:14:09.043 --> 01:14:10.253
And do you remember what you answered?

01:14:12.255 --> 01:14:13.173
I'd have a beard?

01:14:16.384 --> 01:14:19.053
And how do you feel
now compared to back then?

01:14:19.596 --> 01:14:21.723
I feel much better, because...

01:14:22.765 --> 01:14:26.352
I don't know... I think I managed
to deal with the matter...

01:14:29.189 --> 01:14:30.398
...of my body, you know?

01:14:31.858 --> 01:14:33.776
I became more comfortable with my body.

01:14:34.694 --> 01:14:39.073
The issue of having breasts too...
I'm more comfortable with that.

01:14:39.449 --> 01:14:42.994
Not to the point where
I wouldn't want to have top surgery,

01:14:42.994 --> 01:14:44.954
I still really want it... but I...

01:14:45.705 --> 01:14:50.543
I feel like:
"OK, they're here, and that's it..."

01:14:50.793 --> 01:14:55.089
I think it was because of the connections
I had during all this time, right?

01:14:55.632 --> 01:15:00.303
I think if I hadn't met them,
I would be less...

01:15:01.429 --> 01:15:03.223
open-minded. I would be...

01:15:03.223 --> 01:15:05.808
I wouldn't be a cuntboy, I'd be a...

01:15:06.142 --> 01:15:11.564
A normative trans man like some
that exist out there, you know?

01:15:14.234 --> 01:15:17.695
Sometimes I fall into traps

01:15:19.113 --> 01:15:22.534
Sometimes I think so much about life

01:15:24.035 --> 01:15:27.372
They ask me to be perfect, to be a model

01:15:27.372 --> 01:15:29.707
The reference, the mirror to you

01:15:29.707 --> 01:15:32.752
that there is no hope lost

01:15:34.128 --> 01:15:37.423
but a new era has arrived,

01:15:39.259 --> 01:15:42.512
I came to teach you what love is

01:15:43.721 --> 01:15:47.976
I am imperfect,
my recipe for salvation

01:15:48.518 --> 01:15:54.524
it's acceptance, self-love,
I don't ask for forgiveness,

01:15:55.984 --> 01:15:57.443
I don't ask for forgiveness,

01:15:58.903 --> 01:16:02.073
I am what I can be

01:16:03.533 --> 01:16:07.036
and I will do my best

01:16:08.621 --> 01:16:11.833
I am what I am meant to be

01:16:13.293 --> 01:16:16.879
and I will do my best

01:16:19.674 --> 01:16:21.676
I will do my best

01:16:35.023 --> 01:16:38.693
The days of peace are ending

01:16:39.902 --> 01:16:43.615
And our war is just beginning

01:16:44.824 --> 01:16:47.535
We want respect and to say it out loud

01:16:47.535 --> 01:16:50.204
our pride to be in this world

01:16:50.204 --> 01:16:54.667
and never to be ashamed

01:16:55.168 --> 01:16:58.504
I won't ask for permission

01:16:59.964 --> 01:17:03.718
I won't apologise anymore

01:17:04.677 --> 01:17:08.348
To be able to exist,
to breathe and to love

01:17:08.348 --> 01:17:09.599
and to be able to say

01:17:09.599 --> 01:17:13.603
that I am no less than you

01:17:14.479 --> 01:17:18.024
I want us alive

01:17:18.941 --> 01:17:23.154
I want us alive

01:17:24.238 --> 01:17:27.825
I sing for life

01:17:29.494 --> 01:17:33.122
It's not too much to ask

01:17:34.415 --> 01:17:37.669
I am what I can be

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and I will do my best

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I am what I am meant to be

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and I will do my best

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I'm alive

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I'm alive

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I'm alive

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I'm alive

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We are what we can be

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and we will do our best

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We are what we meant to be

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and we will do our best

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Let's keep on living, let's keep on living

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Let's keep on living, let's keep on living